The History of Miss Betsy ThoughtlessHaywood, Eliza Fowler
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The History of Miss Betsy Thoughtless
Haywood, Eliza Fowler
Abused wives -- Fiction; Bildungsromans; Didactic fiction; England -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction
This reflection bringing into her mind many passages of her behaviour
towards that gentleman, she could not forbear justifying his conduct,
and condemning her own. 'I have certainly used him ill,' pursued she,
with a sigh; 'and if he should return, and forgive what is past, I think
I ought, in gratitude, to reward his love!'
She was in this contemplating mood when her servant told her that Mrs.
Modely had been to wait upon her; but, on hearing her brothers were with
her, went away, saying she would come again; which she now was, and
begged to speak with her.
Miss Betsy was at this moment just beginning to feel some sort of
pleasure in the idea of Mr. Trueworth's renewing his addresses, and was
a little peevish at the interruption: she ordered, however, that the
woman should come up. 'Well, Mrs. Modely,' said she, as soon as she saw
her enter, 'what stuff have you brought me now?'
'Ah, charming Miss Betsy,' replied she, 'you fine ladies and great
fortunes think you may do any thing with the men. Poor Sir Frederick
will break his heart, or run mad, that's to be sure, if you don't send
him a favourable answer to this letter.' In speaking these words, she
delivered a letter to Miss Betsy; which that young lady opened with a
careless air, and it contained these high-flown lines.
'This humbly to be presented to the most beautiful of all
beauties, the super-excellent Miss Betsy Thoughtless.
Adorable creature,
I am grieved to the very soul to hear you have any subject for
affliction; but am very certain that, in being deprived of your
divine presence, I endure a more mortal stab than any loss you have
sustained can possibly inflict. I am consumed with the fire of my
passion; I have taken neither repose nor food since first I saw
you. I have lived only on the idea of your charms. Oh, nourish me
with the substance! Hide me in your bosom from the foul fiend
Despair, that is just ready to lay hold on me!
The passion I am possessed of for you is not like that of other
men. I cannot wait the tedious forms of courtship: there is no
medium between death and the enjoyment of you--the circle of your
arms, or a cold leaden shroud--the one or the other must very
shortly be my portion. But I depend upon the heaven of your mercy,
and hope you will permit me to pour forth the abundance of my soul
before you--to bask in the sunshine of your smiles; and to try, at
least, if no spark of that amorous flame, which burns me up, has
darted upon you, and kindled you into soft desires.
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