The History of Miss Betsy ThoughtlessHaywood, Eliza Fowler
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The History of Miss Betsy Thoughtless
Haywood, Eliza Fowler
Abused wives -- Fiction; Bildungsromans; Didactic fiction; England -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction
It cost him some time in debating within himself how he should behave in
an affair which was, indeed, in the present situation of his heart,
pretty perplexing: he considered Miss Flora as a woman of condition--as
one who tenderly loved him--and as one who, on both these accounts, it
would not become him to affront. He reflected also, that a woman, who
had broke through all the rules of virtue, modesty, and even common
decency, for the gratification of her wild desires, might, when denied
that gratification, be capable of taking such steps as might not only
expose her own character, but with it so much of his as might ruin him
with Miss Harriot. He found it, therefore, highly necessary to disguise
his sentiments, and act towards her in such a manner as should wean her
affections from him by degrees, without his seeming to intend or wish
for such an event.
He had but just come to this determination, when he was told from the
bar that a lady in a hackney-coach desired to speak with him. He went
directly to her; but, instead of ordering the man to drive to any
particular house, bid him drive as slowly as he could round St. James's
Square.
This very much startling her, she asked him what he meant. 'Are all the
houses of entertainment in the town,' said she, 'shut up, that we must
talk to each other in the street?'--'It is impossible for me, Madam,'
answered he, 'to have the pleasure of your company this evening. I am
engaged with some gentleman at the house where you found me, and have
given my promise to return in ten minutes.' These words, and the
reserved tone in which he spoke them, stabbed her to the heart.
'Ungenerous man!' cried she, 'is it thus you repay the most tender and
ardent passion that ever was!'--'You ladies,' said he, 'when once you
give way to the soft impulse, are apt to devote yourselves too much to
it; but men have a thousand other amusements, which all claim a share in
the variegated scenes of life. I am sorry, therefore, to find you
disquieted in the manner your letter intimates. Love should be nursed by
laughing, ease, and joy: sour discontent, reproaches, and complaints,
deform it's native beauty, and render that a curse, which otherwise
would be the greatest of our blessings. I beg you, therefore,' continued
he, with somewhat more softness in his voice, 'for your own sake, to
moderate this vehemence. Be assured I will see you as often as possible;
and shall always think of you with the regard I ought to do.'
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