The History of Miss Betsy ThoughtlessHaywood, Eliza Fowler
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The History of Miss Betsy Thoughtless
Haywood, Eliza Fowler
Abused wives -- Fiction; Bildungsromans; Didactic fiction; England -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction
'O Miss Betsy,' replied Miss Forward, 'every thing would have been done
in that forgetful hour; but, as I have already said, there was not an
opportunity. My lover, notwithstanding, (for so I must call him) would
not let me get out of his arms, till I had told him my name, and by what
means he should convey a letter to me. I affected to make a scruple of
granting this request, though, Heaven knows, I was but too well pleased
at his grasping me still faster, in order to compel me to it. I then
gave him my name; and told him, that if he would needs write, I knew no
other way by which he might be sure of my receiving his letter, but by
slipping it into my hand as I was coming out of church, which he might
easily do, there being always a great concourse of people about the
door: on this he gave me a salute, the warmth of which I never shall
forget, and then suffered me to depart with my companions; who, if they
were not quite so much engaged as myself, had yet enough to make them
remember this night's ramble.
'The tutoress knew well enough how to excuse our staying out so much
longer than usual; and neither the governess, nor any one in the
family, except ourselves, knew any thing of what had passed. I cannot
say but my head ran extremely on this adventure. I heartily wished my
pretty fellow might keep his word in writing to me, and was forming a
thousand projects how to keep up a correspondence with him. I don't tell
you I was what they call in love; but certainly I was very near it, and
longed much more for Sunday than ever I had done for a new gown. At
last, the wished-for day arrived--my gentleman was punctual--he came
close to me in the church-porch--I held my hand in a careless manner,
with my handkerchief in it behind me, and presently found something put
into it, which I hastily conveyed into my pocket; and, on coming home,
found a little three-cornered billet, containing these lines.
"To the charming Miss Forward.
Most lovely of your sex,
I have not slept since I saw you--so deep an impression has your
beauty made on my heart, that I find I cannot live without you; nor
even die in peace if you vouchsafe not my last breath to issue at
your feet. In pity, then, to the sufferings you occasion, grant me
a second interview, though it be only to kill me with your frowns.
I am too much a stranger in these parts to contrive the means; be,
therefore, so divinely good to do it for me, else expect to see me
carried by your door a bleeding deathless corpse--the victim of
your cruelty, instead of your compassion to your most grateful
adorer, and everlasting slave,
R. WILDLY."
'In a postscript to this,' pursued Miss Forward, 'he told me that he
would be in the church-porch in the afternoon, hoping to receive my
answer by the same means I had directed him to convey to me the dictates
of his heart.
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