The History of the Last Trial by Jury for Atheism in England: A Fragment of Autobiography Submitted for the Perusal of Her Majesty's Attorney-General and the British ClergyHolyoake, George Jacob
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The History of the Last Trial by Jury for Atheism in England: A Fragment of Autobiography Submitted for the Perusal of Her Majesty's Attorney-General and the British Clergy
Holyoake, George Jacob
Atheism -- England; Holyoake, George Jacob, 1817-1906 -- Trials, litigation, etc.; Trials (Blasphemy) -- England
'A circumstance' of a different nature from any of the foregoing I
think it my duty to notice. After a considerable portion of my term of
imprisonment had elapsed, and after I had memorialised Sir James Graham,
I was permitted to remain up in an evening with my books. To this I owe
what of pleasure I can be said to have experienced in gaol, and with
pleasure I acknowledge it.*
* Before this privilege was conceded I whiled away the long
nights by writing on the cover of a book, on which I had
adjusted threads at equal intervals; under these threads I
slipped paper, and thus wrote on the lines made by the
threads, which kept in the dark the words from running into
each other. When a boy I learned to write with my eyes shut,
and my playful acquirement now became of service to me. In
this way I wrote some letters for the _Oracle,_ and much of
my correspondence. Scattered by force, our little party at
that time, and for some years after, had to be kept together
oy letters, and, incredible as it will sound, I wrote during
my imprisonment from first to last nearly 2000 letters. The
governor did not see them all, but he saw so many, that one
day he said I sent out more letters than usually went
through a local post office.
'I prefer leaving these statements without comment, and content myself
with saying, that I can abundantly substantiate every one of them. On
Saturday last they were partly examined at the gaol by the magistrates,
but I heard nothing that impugned their correctness or affected the
propriety of their appearing before the public. If I have made any
misrepresentations, I shall be sorry; and what is proved to be wrong I
will cheerfully retract. I have written from no malevolence, for I feel
none, and, as what I have related affects me no longer, my only motive
is the hope of benefiting the unfortunate beings whom I have left behind
me. My object is not, as some may suspect, to excite commiseration on
my own part; to do this I have no wish, and no expectation, for in
Cheltenham it seems to be a received maxim, that they who have little
faith have no feelings--certainly, none are respected.
'How my imprisonment is supposed to affect me toward religion, I cannot
tell; I only know that I have no change of sentiment to own. During six
months I have been "shut out from the common light and common air"--from
those whom the bonds of friendship connected, and the ties of affection
endeared; and some of these ties are broken for ever. After this, I can
only say, that I have greater difficulty than ever in believing
that humanity is the associate of piety; and if Christianity has no
expounders more attractive than those I have fallen in with, the day of
my conversion is still distant.
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