The History of the Last Trial by Jury for Atheism in England: A Fragment of Autobiography Submitted for the Perusal of Her Majesty's Attorney-General and the British ClergyHolyoake, George Jacob
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The History of the Last Trial by Jury for Atheism in England: A Fragment of Autobiography Submitted for the Perusal of Her Majesty's Attorney-General and the British Clergy
Holyoake, George Jacob
Atheism -- England; Holyoake, George Jacob, 1817-1906 -- Trials, litigation, etc.; Trials (Blasphemy) -- England
As the general treatment pursued towards me did not work an satisfactory
conversion, some attempts were made by gentler means. Taken one day
into a sleeping cell for privacy, one who had the power to fulfil his
promises passed in review the casualties of a life like mine, and asked
whether I had not better change it. Thinking I was seduced by some
attraction which belonged to my position, he suggested how fickle a
thing was popularity, and how soon the applause of friends might die
away, or change with the growth or refinement of my conviction, into
suspicion or even hate. Had I not better accept the editorship of a
paper, where I should not be required to contradict, but merely to avoid
advocating my views? Had I not better accept a school in a retired part
of the country---a girls' school also might be given to Mrs. Holyoake,
and our joint incomes would ensure competence, respectability, and
usefulness? I answered, 'I think you have mistaken me. The opinions I
defended are also my convictions; and thinking them useful, it seems my
duty to propagate them, and the discharge of this duty is more serious
in my eyes than you suppose; nor do the inducements you picture exist.
Do you not see that I am nearly friendless? I am without even the
attentions of those from whom I have some right to expect it. Except
Mr. Farn, Mr. Watts, and Mr. Campbell, none of my colleagues among the
Social Missionaries have written me a friendly word. The editor of the
_New Moral World_, upon whose protection I have some claim, has written
no word in my favour. The only public defence for which I am indebted
has come from strange papers, and unknown men. Even Mr. Owen, the
advocacy of whose opinions involved me in this prosecution, he who
occupied the largest share of my veneration, has not even recognised my
existence by a single line. This affair may have made some noise, but
I am not so young as to mistake noise for popularity, nor so weak as
to think popularity the one thing needful. Popularity, is to be won by
those who can flatter the public, but that estimation which is alone
worth having is only to be won by the service of the people, and that is
not the work of youth but of life. That which you call my cause is yet
in an infantine state. It has no attractions but the rude ones of daring
and truth. It requires to be divested of antagonism, and developed in
its relations to political and social interests and personal character.
This must be the work of time, and judging from the present, it will
be a work of difficult and precarious effort. At present we number no
public friends of wealth or influence. We have every thing to gain--yet
the comparative affluence you offer would be a canker to my peace, while
it was the price of duty evaded. My self-chosen faith, presumptuous
and thorny, will be sweeter to walk. It is enough that you see I am not
misled by its attractions. Now I tread these floors with a proud step,
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