The History of the Last Trial by Jury for Atheism in England: A Fragment of Autobiography Submitted for the Perusal of Her Majesty's Attorney-General and the British ClergyHolyoake, George Jacob
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The History of the Last Trial by Jury for Atheism in England: A Fragment of Autobiography Submitted for the Perusal of Her Majesty's Attorney-General and the British Clergy
Holyoake, George Jacob
Atheism -- England; Holyoake, George Jacob, 1817-1906 -- Trials, litigation, etc.; Trials (Blasphemy) -- England
and meet your eye with unblenched brow, because it is necessary to show
you that in defence of my opinions I feel neither fear nor guilt--but
when I walk from this place into the wilderness of the world, my steps
will falter and my face will pale, because my path will lie over the
grave of my child.'
All I remember farther is that my tempter made a few not unfeeling
remarks, and led me back in silence to my usual cell.
The final efforts for my conversion were on this wise. The Rev. Mr.
Cooper sent for me, a few days before my liberation, and asked me
to follow him to the chapel. Arrived there, he ascended the pulpit,
motioning me to a prisoner's pew without even asking me to be seated. My
neck was stiff with a severe cold, and I was as ill able as ill disposed
to be catechised. I stood leaning on the spikes--not inapt emblems of
such Christian love as I had there been made acquainted with. The good
Chaplain prayed--I did not move. He looked at me to catch my eye--I kept
mine fixed on the spikes. He addressed me--I made no sign. He spoke some
minutes--still I remained motionless. He paused and asked what I thought
of his representations--I answered no word. He seemed to think he
was making a favourable impression. He resumed, and came to another
peroration, and again besought me to answer--still no motion, no word
from me. He began a third time, and touched all serious topics which he
could command, and came again to an elaborate peroration on deathbeds;
and as I remained still silent and immovable, he said, somewhat
perplexed this time, 'Holyoake, won't you speak?' I then answered 'Not
while we occupy these places. Do you not preach to me and place me
here where prisoners stand? I take this to be a ceremony, and not a
conversation.' He walked down from his pulpit and asked me to accompany
him, when he took me into several cells till he found one warmed with
hot air, and asked would I speak with him there on friendly terms? I
answered, 'with pleasure;' and there we conversed for the last time. I
troubled him to repeat his arguments, as I would not admit that I had
attended to a word. When he had done, I briefly assured him that my
experience there had not created in me any desire to be a Christian:
he had brought before me no new evidences, and as it had been found
necessary to enforce those I knew before by penal reasons, the operation
had rather diminished their weight in my estimation.
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