The History of the Rise, Increase, and Progress of the Christian People Called Quakers: Intermixed with Several Remarkable Occurrencs.Sewel, William
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The History of the Rise, Increase, and Progress of the Christian People Called Quakers: Intermixed with Several Remarkable Occurrencs.
Sewel, William
Society of Friends -- History -- Early works to 1800
Whilst he thus led a solitary life, he fasted often, and read the holy
Scriptures diligently, so that some professors took notice of him, and
sought to be acquainted with him. But he soon perceiving they did not
possess what they professed, grew afraid of them, and shunned their
company. In this time he fell into a strong temptation, almost to
despair, and was in mighty trouble, sometimes keeping himself retired
in his chamber, and often walking solitary to wait upon the Lord. In
this state he saw how Christ had been tempted; but when he looked to
his own condition, he wondered, and said, ‘Was I ever so before?’ He
began to think also that he had done amiss against his relations,
because he had forsaken them; and he called to mind all his former
time, to consider whether he had wronged any. Thus temptations grew
more and more; and when Satan could not effect his design upon him that
way, he laid snares for him to draw him to commit some sin, thereby
to bring him to despair. He was then about twenty years of age, and
continued a long while in this condition, and would fain have put it
from him; which made him go to many a priest to look for comfort,
but he did not find it from them. In this miserable state he went to
London, in hopes of finding some relief among the great professors of
that city; but being come there, he saw them much darkened in their
understandings. He had an uncle there, one Pickering, a baptist, and
those of that persuasion were tender then; yet he could not resolve to
impart his mind to them, or join with them, because he saw all, young
and old, where they were. And though some of the best would have had
him staid there, yet he was fearful, and so returned homewards; for
having understood that his parents and relations were troubled at his
absence, he would rather go to them again lest he should grieve them.
Now when he was come into Leicestershire, his relations would have had
him married; but he prudently told them he was but a lad, and must
get wisdom. Others would have had him in the auxiliary band among the
forces of the Parliament, which being entered now into an intestine
war with the king, had, with their forces this year, beaten not only
the king’s army under Prince Rupert, but also had conquered the city
of York. But to persuade George to list himself a soldier, was so
against his mind, that he refused it, and went to Coventry, where he
took a chamber for a while at a professor’s house, where he staid some
time, there being many people in that town who endeavoured to live
religiously. After some time he went into his own country again, and
was there about a year, in great sorrows and troubles, walking many
nights by himself.
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