"Edwin!" I returned. "Was this well? When I loved her so dearly! When
I had garnered up my heart so long!" I could say no more.
He was shocked when he saw how moved I was, and made the cruel
observation, that he had not thought I should have taken it so much to
heart.
I looked at him. I reproached him no more. But I looked at him. "My
dear, dear Charley," said he, "don't think ill of me, I beseech you! I
know you have a right to my utmost confidence, and, believe me, you have
ever had it until now. I abhor secrecy. Its meanness is intolerable to
me. But I and my dear girl have observed it for your sake."
He and his dear girl! It steeled me.
"You have observed it for my sake, sir?" said I, wondering how his frank
face could face it out so.
"Yes!--and Angela's," said he.
I found the room reeling round in an uncertain way, like a labouring,
humming-top. "Explain yourself," said I, holding on by one hand to an
arm-chair.
"Dear old darling Charley!" returned Edwin, in his cordial manner,
"consider! When you were going on so happily with Angela, why should I
compromise you with the old gentleman by making you a party to our
engagement, and (after he had declined my proposals) to our secret
intention? Surely it was better that you should be able honourably to
say, 'He never took counsel with me, never told me, never breathed a word
of it.' If Angela suspected it, and showed me all the favour and support
she could--God bless her for a precious creature and a priceless wife!--I
couldn't help that. Neither I nor Emmeline ever told her, any more than
we told you. And for the same good reason, Charley; trust me, for the
same good reason, and no other upon earth!"
Emmeline was Angela's cousin. Lived with her. Had been brought up with
her. Was her father's ward. Had property.
"Emmeline is in the chaise, my dear Edwin!" said I, embracing him with
the greatest affection.
"My good fellow!" said he, "do you suppose I should be going to Gretna
Green without her?"
I ran out with Edwin, I opened the chaise door, I took Emmeline in my
arms, I folded her to my heart. She was wrapped in soft white fur, like
the snowy landscape: but was warm, and young, and lovely. I put their
leaders to with my own hands, I gave the boys a five-pound note apiece, I
cheered them as they drove away, I drove the other way myself as hard as
I could pelt.
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