"They are all, Madam, safe with the Good Shepherd."
"I admire and respect your resolution, and wish more of my countrywomen
were of your mind. Thousands might lead useful, happy lives in our
homes, who now lead aimless and comfortless ones. Servitude is no
disgrace. I have formed friendships with women in my kitchen that
I expect to last a lifetime. Still, I wish I could find some more
suitable position for you. You would look for that of seamstress, I
suppose?"
"The doctor says I must use my needle no longer."
"Ah, I have it! One of my daughters wants a nursery governess. That
would be the very thing. You would take your meals with the children,
drive out with them, get excellent compensation, and be as happy as the
day is long. And to have a woman in her nursery who fears God, would be
most delightful to her."
Mrs. Haydon looked down, and was silent.
"You think you could not have Margaret with you, perhaps?" asked Mrs.
Grey, surprised. "But I could manage that, I think."
"Madam, have you a young daughter?" Mrs. Haydon somewhat abruptly
asked, in the pretty foreign accent that made everything she said
pleasing.
"Yes, and a very beloved one."
"Well, Madam, the position you so kindly propose would be everything
I could ask for myself, but no lady would allow a girl of Margaret's
age to associate, on equal terms, with her own children, nor live in
her house in idleness. This would bring her into contact with other
servants, who might be such persons as I should be willing to have her
associate with, and might not; probably not. But if I undertake general
housework, I have my kitchen all to myself, shall be free from the
mental strain of not knowing to-day how we are to live to-morrow, can
look after Margaret, and keep her out of harm's way. You see, Madam,
that my child's welfare ought to be my only thought. If she were older,
and steadier, and had fixed religious principle, it would be different.
But as it is, I will submit to anything rather than be separated from
her."
"But general housework is very hard; and you look so delicate. And you
would get very low wages."
"I am stronger than I look. Housework will come hard at first, after
so many years of sitting all day and half the night at needlework; but
I gain strength very fast by using what I have, and Margaret is very
handy, and will save me a great many steps."
"Still, you do not look like a woman born for a general housemaid."
"And I don't look like a woman born to be a lady," was the reply, with
a faint smile. "You see, Madam, that it is my own fault that I am in
this difficult position. A girl who makes a runaway match deserves to
suffer for it. But it would grieve me sorely to drag my poor child down
with me, and therefore I mean to educate her as well as I can, and try
to prepare her for some useful position in the world."
"But are you sure of getting situations together?" asked Mrs. Grey.
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