Domestic fiction; Families -- Fiction; Sex role -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
Her mother fell asleep on the same thought. Apparently the excitement
of it was too much for her, for she woke up suddenly, to hear the clock
strike three, and found she could not get to sleep again because at
once, in a joyful confusion, her mind was filled with a rush of happy
thoughts, “I am to have Miss Flynn’s place. Three thousand a year. And
a bonus! In a year or so I ought to be making four thousand.”
_Four thousand dollars!_ They had never had more than eighteen hundred.
Her thoughts vibrated happily between plans of what they could do here
at the house and plans of what she would do in the reorganization of
the department at the store. For some time, as she lay awake, her mind
was as active and concrete and concentrated on her work as ever in the
store; she was planning a system of post-card notices to customers when
something especially suited to one or another came in:--“Dear Mrs.
Russell: Among the new things in the department which have just come
in from New York are some smocked, hand-made children’s dresses that
look exactly like your little Margery....” “Dear Miss Pelman: Do you
remember the suit you did not buy because of the horizontal trimming
on the skirt? Mr. Willing found in New York last week the same suit
without that line. I am laying it aside till you can drop in to look at
it.”
She wondered if she could let her salesgirls send out such cards too.
No, it must be done with great discretion--above all must not seem too
urgent. People didn’t like to feel they were being hunted down.
She stepped about mentally among the innumerable details of her plans
with her usual orderly mastery of them, her usual animated interest
in them, her usual unquestioning acceptance of them as important.
From them she went on to plans for a series of educational talks to
her salesgirls about the fabrics and styles and fine points of their
merchandise. She wished she could do the same thing for the girls in
the Ladies’ Waist and Sweater Department. There were some such bright
girls there, but so ignorant of their business. They’d pick it up in no
time if they had the chance, if she were allowed to....
Why! With a tremor all over her, she wondered if some time she might
not be not only head of her own department, but superintendent for all
that floor. By a flash of prescience she suddenly knew as she lay there
alone in the quiet that the road to advancement lay open before her,
that she could step along surely and steadily to success and take her
dearly loved children with her, working for them with all her might,
profoundly thankful to be able to give them what she had always so
tragically and impotently wished them to have.
The wideness of this thought, the blackness of the night, the unwonted
prone passivity of her energetic body, all wrought upon her to a
strange softness of mood. She felt almost like a girl again ...
dreaming.
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