Domestic fiction; Families -- Fiction; Sex role -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
And that made her think of Lester. He had been in her mind more than
usual of late, as she had learned more about the lives of the other
women employed in the store. She was one of the older employees and
almost at once the younger women had leaned on her, turned to her with
confidences, and asked her advice as the women of her church had
always done. But these were rougher, rawer lives into which she now
looked. That haggard-eyed Mrs. Hemp, in the kitchen-ware department,
what a horrible picture she had drawn of her relations with her
husband. “He’s going with one of the girls in the collar-factory now,
Mrs. Knapp. I wouldn’t put up with it a minute if it weren’t for the
children. That man was unfaithful to me, Mrs. Knapp, six months after
we were married, and my first baby on the way. And it’s been a new girl
for him ever since whenever he got tired of the old one.” And Margaret
Donahue, she that read novels on the sly, but never would look at a
man, what had she said? “They make me sick,” she declared briefly with
an expression on her young face which Mrs. Knapp would have given a
good deal not to have seen. “I’d no more let a man come near me than a
toad. I’ve seen too much of what Papa does to Mama.”
And the woman who scrubbed the floors, that evening she had come to
beg Mrs. Knapp to let her sleep at the store, under a counter, in the
toilet-room, anywhere, so she would not have to go home. “You’re a
married woman yourself, Mrs. Knapp,” she had said. “You know what men
are like. Judd is in one of his crazy spells! I’m afraid to go home
till he gets over it. Honest I am, Mrs. Knapp. Let me stay here! I
don’t care where! I’ll sit up all night in a chair if you’ll only let
me stay.”
Eva had brought her home and let her sleep on a mattress on the floor
in her own room. She had felt an immense horrified pity for her; but
she had hated her for that phrase, “You are a married woman, Mrs.
Knapp. You know what men are like!” Did she think for a minute that
Lester Knapp was that kind of a brute! Couldn’t she see by _looking_
at him that he was a million times too fine to ... she hated the woman
again to-night as she thought of it, and the thought brought up before
her all that Lester had been to her.
No woman could have better reason than she to trust the delicacy, the
warm loving-heartedness, the self-control, the innate decency of a man.
They had been married for fourteen years, and from the sweet, sweet
early days of their young honeymoon when, ignorant and innocent both
of them, they had stumbled their way towards each other, she had never
known a single instant of this poisonous atmosphere of suspicion and
hate and endured violence which these other women apparently took for
granted as the inevitable relationship of husband and wife. How good
Lester had been to her! She had not appreciated it. She had not really
thought of it. It had never occurred to her that he might be anything
else.
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