Domestic fiction; Families -- Fiction; Sex role -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
And how good to the children! Never an impatient word, like most men.
He was the best father in the world. Not another man she knew could
have endured it to be so shut up with the children. How faithfully he
had tried to take her place, now that she could not be in her rightful
position with them. What lovely memories the children would have of
their father, always! Was it possible he was of the same flesh and
blood as Ellen O’Hern’s father who never, so Ellen said, passed one of
his children without aiming a blow at it.
The overflowing of this affection for Lester which had been slowly
rising for weeks; her deep thankfulness for what she would be able to
do for the children ... she found herself trembling in her bed. She
felt an impulsive longing to share her emotion with Lester, to put her
arms about his neck and let him know that she did not take his loyalty,
his gentleness, his faithfulness, his fineness, so coldly for granted
as she had seemed. She had been so unhappy about their hideous poverty.
That was all. It was abominable to be poor! It brought out the worst in
every one. When you were distracted with worry about money, you simply
weren’t yourself.
Warm and flushed, she sprang out of bed, lighted a candle and went
softly downstairs in her slippered feet. Neither Lester nor Stephen
woke as she went into the room, and she stood for an instant gazing
down at them. Stephen was beautiful and strong, sleeping with both
rounded arms flung up over his head. Lester was looking almost like a
boy in the abandon of his sleep, like the fine, true-hearted, sensitive
boy to whom she had given herself as a girl.
But that boy had been vibrant with life from his head to his heels. And
now half of his body lay dead. From the first it had been appalling
to Evangeline to see that helpless, frozen immobility. How splendidly
he had endured it, without a complaint! But she had seen from his
eagerness to-night, as they talked of the possibility of having a Ford,
how imprisoned he had felt, how wild with pleasure it made him to think
he would be able to get out of these four walls. She would never have
been as patient as he! If she had been condemned to that death-in-life
of half her body, not able even to turn over in bed without waking up
to a nightmare of struggle, her legs like so much stone....
Had she made a sound? Had the light of the candle disturbed him a
little?
Without waking, Lester drew a long breath, turned over easily in bed,
drew up his knees with a natural, flexible motion, threw his arm out
over the covers, and dropped off to profound sleep once more.
* * * * *
Everybody at the store was sure, the next day, that Mrs. Knapp was
coming down with some serious malady. She was not only extremely
pale and shaken by shivers that ran all over her. It was worse. She
had a look of death-like sickness that frightened the girls in her
department. They sent for Mr. Willing to come.
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