Domestic fiction; Families -- Fiction; Sex role -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
“Can’t I help you with that, dear?” asked her husband.
“No, thank you,” she said. “I can manage all right.”
As he went out she was reflecting with a satisfaction that burned
like fire that she was not as other women who “took it out” on their
families when things went wrong. She never made scenes, not even
when she was almost frenzied with irritations. She never lost her
self-control--except of course once in a while with Stephen, and then
never for more than an instant or two. Until the terrifying but really
unavoidable breakdown of this evening, no one had ever seen her weep,
heavy and poisonous as were the bitter tears she so frequently held
back. She never forgot to say “thank you” and “please.” Her heart
swelled with an angry sense of how far beyond criticism she was. Come
what might she would do her duty to the uttermost.
She went up to Helen’s room, silently did the necessary things for her
cold and kissed her good-night, saying, “_Do_ try to make your bed a
little better, dear. There was a great fold across it to-day from one
corner to the other.”
Then she went downstairs and stepped about the house, picking up odd
things and putting them in place: her usual evening occupation. As
she hung up Henry’s muffler which lay on the floor at the foot of the
coat-rack in the hall, her eyes fell on Helen’s coat. She looked at
it with mingled pride and exasperation. There was not a woman of her
acquaintance who could have taken those hopeless old materials and
pieced and turned and fitted and made such a stylish little garment.
She had always said to herself that no matter how poor they were, she
would die before her little girl should feel humiliated for the lack
of decent clothes. And yet ... what a strange child Helen was! She had
put on that coat as if it had been any coat, as if she didn’t realize
what a toilsome effort her mother had made to secure it. But children
_didn’t_ realize the sacrifices you made for them.
She had a moment of complete relaxation and satisfaction as she
dropped into a chair to feast her eyes on the sofa. What a success it
was! Could anybody recognize it for the old wreck which had stood out
in front of the junk-shop on River Street all winter! She had seen its
lines through its ruin, had guessed at the fine wood under the many
coats of dishonoring paint. Every inch of it had been re-created by her
hand and brain and purpose.
How sweet of Mattie Farnham to give her that striped velours to cover
it with. She never could have afforded anything so fine. What lovely,
lovely stuff it was! How she loved beautiful fabrics. Her face softened
to dreaminess as she passed her hand gently over the smoothly drawn
material and thought with affection of the donor. What a good-hearted
girl Mattie was.
Her children would not have recognized her face as she sat there loving
the sofa and the rich fabric on it and thinking gratefully of her
friend.
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