Domestic fiction; Families -- Fiction; Sex role -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
Sometimes when they were working together and Helen was moved to lift
the curtain shyly and let him look at her heart, he held his breath
before the revelation of the strange, transparent whiteness of her
thoughts. That was the vision before which the greatest of the poets
had prostrated themselves. And yet the best that had been done by the
greatest of them was only a faint shimmer from the distant shrine. He
understood now how Blake, all his life-long, had been shaken when he
thought of children, “Thousands of little boys and girls, raising their
innocent hands.” Through all the leaping, furious, prophetic power of
Blake, there ran, like a sun-flooded stream, this passion of loving
reverence for little girls and boys.
And under his quaintly formal rhymed words, how Wordsworth’s deep
heart had melted into the same beatitude, “... that I almost received
her heart into my own.” “Into my own!” Helen’s father knew now how
literally a man could feel that about a little girl.
And yet this did not mean that he thought Helen was perfect. No, poor
child, with her too flexible mind, her too sensitive nerves, her lack
of power and courage, Helen needed all the help she could get if she
were not to be totally undone by life. He knew a thing or two about how
ruthless life is to any one who lacks power and courage! Helen must
learn how to stand up to things and not lie down and give up. He would
find ways to teach her ... yes, he knew wincingly what sarcastic people
would ask, “How could he teach her what he had never learned himself?”
But the fact that he had never learned himself was the very reason
for his understanding the dire need for it. Perhaps it might come
from athletics. She must learn to play on a team, how to take rough,
careless, good-natured knocks, and return them and pass on her way. As
soon as he could get about on crutches, somehow--perhaps he would go to
the physical-training teacher at school and have a talk about Helen.
Perhaps he could get up an outdoor basket-ball team of the children
here on the street. He had plans, all sorts of plans. Above all, Helen
must go to college. It wasn’t so much, going to college; he had no
illusions about it. For a strong personality like Stephen’s it might
very well not be worth while. But for a bookish, sensitive, complicated
nature like Helen’s, the more her intelligence was shaped and pointed
and sharpened and straightened out, the better. She would need it all
to cope with herself. She was not one for whom action, any action
provided it were violent enough, would suffice.
Would it for Henry? How about Henry, anyhow? How everybody always
left Henry out! That was because there wasn’t anything unusual about
the nice little boy. He was a nice little boy, and if he grew to his
full stature, he would be a nice man, a good citizen, a good husband.
No leader of men, but a faithful common soldier--well, perhaps a
sergeant--in the great army of humanity.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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