London (England) -- Fiction; Theater -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"Of course you’re bound to say that for your own sake. Look here,
Maggy, you needn’t tell me lies. I won’t swallow them. You know
perfectly well that if I’d known he’d asked you down to his rotten place
I’d have stopped your going."
"I did think of that, Fred," she admitted; "but then I knew there was no
harm in it, and if I hadn’t gone Lexie wouldn’t have been able to,
either; and I wasn’t looking forward to spending Christmas alone here.
No flesh and blood girl could resist a square invitation like that. Why
didn’t you take me abroad with you if you couldn’t trust me? I haven’t
asked you questions about where you’ve been or what you did while you
were away. Besides, if it comes to that, husbands and wives often pay
visits apart."
"Do you consider yourself particularly qualified to give an opinion
about the habits of married people?" he sneered.
"That’s a caddish thing to fling in my face," she cried indignantly.
Woolf flinched a little under her flashing eyes.
"This quarrel’s getting vulgar," he retorted uneasily.
"It’s of your making. Look me in the face, Fred, and you’ll see I
couldn’t tell you a lie. Look at me, please."
He did so reluctantly.
"On my solemnest word of honor, on my awful love for you," she said with
terrible earnestness, "I swear to you, Fred, that never once have I been
unfaithful to you, even in thought."
"Never seen Chalfont in town, I suppose?" It was a chance shot, but
Woolf saw that it had struck home. "Oh, so you have!" he followed up
quickly. "Well—upon my word! That means, before I went away."
"Yes. You shan’t say I’m deceiving you. I went to him to borrow some
diamonds for Lexie."
The astonishing avowal staggered him.
"That’s a pretty admission!" he laughed satirically. "Gentlemen are not
in the habit of lending girls diamonds for nothing!"
"Oh, what do you know what _gentlemen_ do?" she retorted, losing control
of her temper.
Had she deliberately tried to wound his self-esteem she could have
chosen no better way. Inadvertently she had touched on the raw. Woolf
would not have admitted it for the world, but deep down in his
consciousness he knew that he was not a gentleman and had no pretensions
to be called one. What galled him more than all was that Maggy, whose
status would have been considered a grade lower than his own, must have
detected the social difference between himself and a man like Chalfont.
Accidentally she found the vulnerable chink in his armor of swagger and
carefully acquired polish.
"That will do," he said, getting up and flushing darkly. "It’s a bit
too thick when a girl of your class sets up to criticise a man of mine.
I’m not a gentleman? Very well, that ends it between you and me."
The stark finality of his words and manner made her tremble all over.
"You mean—Oh, my God, Fred, you can’t mean you’re done with me?"
"That’s about it.... You’ve got nothing to complain of. You’ll be
better off with Chalfont."
She ran to him and held him.
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