London (England) -- Fiction; Theater -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
As everybody knows, the Pall Mall is the one London Theater of all
others to which ladies of the chorus most aspire. In Maggy’s case that
aspiration was intensified by real want of an engagement. She had
recently succumbed to an attack of that childish complaint, measles, and
was more than usually hard-up. Her choice of garments was as limited as
her means, yet twice she changed her mind about one or another of them
before she was satisfied that she looked her best. Her efforts to that
end finished with the tacking of several sheets of tissue paper to the
inside of her skirt to give it the rustle of a silk lining. The
rustle—deceptive and effective as stage thunder—convincingly
accomplished, she felt ready to present herself before any stage-manager
in existence.
If her mood was serene vanity had no part in it. Unlike the average
chorus-girl she was quite free from conceit of any kind. She was too
good-looking to be unaware of it, but she did not trade on her
appearance further than professional principles strictly allowed. She
asked no more of it than that it should bring her in from thirty
shillings to two pounds a week for honest work behind the footlights.
Commercialism with her ended there. She was all heart, but free from
illusions. Her mother had been on the stage before her. Always on the
stage herself since childhood, familiarized with its careless,
hand-to-mouth existence, its trials and its exuberances, she had become
worldly-wise at ten and a woman at fifteen. But the life did not
demoralize her. The bad example of a mother’s frailty and intemperance
had been her safeguard. She had never lost her head or her heart. She
did not rate herself very high, but she rated men lower. Apart from
this she had no hidebound views about life or morality. Since her
mother’s unlovely death she had lived alone and kept her end up somehow.
She had often been penniless, gone hungry and cold; but so did many of
the people among whom she moved. So long as she was not quite penniless
she never worried. Cigale-like she lived in the present. If she ever
suffered from fits of depression it was when she realized that she was
more than usually shabby and needy, a condition, however, which she
preferred to put up with rather than descend to the acquisitive methods
of other girls.
Through the rattle of the traffic in the street below she heard a church
clock booming. Incidentally, she regarded churches less as places of
worship than timepieces of magnitude, convenient when you do not possess
a watch. She counted the strokes, ten of them, darted to the glass for
a last survey of herself, gave a touch to her hat, another to her
waistbelt, and pattered in her now stockinged feet to the top of the
stairs.
"Shoes, please, Mrs. Bell!" she sang out. "You don’t want me to be late,
do you?"
"Coming this moment, Miss Delamere!" shouted an answering voice.
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