London (England) -- Fiction; Theater -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"Lexie. Lexie would be cut up. Lexie has made me think more of myself
since I’ve known her than I ever did before. If it wasn’t for her do
you think I’d traipse home night after night to that slummy little room
that’s dear at fifteen shillings a week? _She’s_ not used to the life,
and if she can hold out against it I ought to be able to who’ve never
known anything better. Well, thanks for a nice lunch. You’ve fed the
hungry. That’s one good mark for you."
Woolf led her back into the other room and shut the door.
"You’ll kiss me before you go," he said imperiously.
He had her by the wrists. His strong grasp sent a thrill through her.
Though she resisted she wished there were no harm in letting him kiss
her, wished that his offer were not based on wrong-doing. It was not
only because he could give her material things that she was tempted.
She had stumbled across a man who made a direct call to her nature, and
she knew it. De Freyne, callously unselective, could not have
deliberately chosen an individual more likely to encompass Maggy’s
surrender. Woolf was not young: nearly forty. But he was so blatantly
good-looking, so—so swaggering. Maggy knew he was selfish and probably
a little unkind, possibly bad-tempered, that he would never care for a
woman in the way that women crave to be cared for, tenderly,
protectively. All the same, she knew that she would get too fond of him
if she saw him often and that he would go to her head....
Even now she felt dizzy. Her habitual self-confidence deserted her.
She experienced an overmastering desire to fling herself into his arms
and cry and cry, to tell him how difficult everything was, and how she
had tried.... But she knew perfectly well that he would not understand.
He was a man who would never understand women’s feelings because he did
not think them worth understanding. As long as there were women in the
world, plenty of pretty ones, their feelings did not matter. Flowers
did not feel when one picked them, or if they did, well, that was what
they were there for: to be picked.
"You don’t want to kiss me against my will, do you?"
Maggy struggled free. As a matter of fact Woolf’s grasp had relaxed.
He was quite ready for the interview to end. He had a business
appointment at three and did not want to be late for it. If Maggy had
offered him her soul at three that afternoon, or what interested him far
more, her substance, he would not have foregone his appointment. That
was the man.
"Well, good-by," he said, without further persuasion. "You can go home
in my car. I’ll ’phone to the garage now."
Maggy went to get her purse and gloves. When she returned Woolf was no
longer in the room. It was five minutes to three.
"The car is at the door, miss," the man told her. "Mr. Woolf had an
appointment to keep. He asked me to say would you ring him up any time
you wished to speak to him. This is his telephone number, miss." He
handed her a card.
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