London (England) -- Fiction; Theater -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
During one of her periodical peeps at the window she saw Alexandra
walking down the street. A panicy feeling assailed her. She peeped
again and noticed how slowly she was coming along, how listless was her
step. She looked tired, frail. Maggy’s warm heart gave a compassionate
thump. Her nervousness increased as she heard Alexandra mounting the
stairs. What should she say to start with? "I was passing, and I
thought I’d look in?" That would sound casual, forced. Or "I hope you
don’t mind my coming to see you." That would be groveling. Should she
wait for Alexandra to speak first? Suppose she should say something
cold and cutting, final? Suppose she just stood still, waiting for Maggy
to speak? And how long might they not stand looking at each other like
that, without saying a word....
Alexandra opened the door and Maggy faced round, her breast rising and
falling.
Unrehearsed words bubbled from her heart.
"Oh, Lexie, I’m just the same. Won’t you be?"
"Maggy, dear!"
Choking with emotion and gladness, they found they were holding hands
tightly, as if they could never let go. Big tears welled up in Maggy’s
eyes.
"It doesn’t alter one a bit," she got out huskily.
They sat down on the bed, close together, for a moment or two dumb with
congestion of thought—the numberless things, essentials affecting
themselves, that needed asking and answering.
"Are you happy, Maggy?"
"Don’t I look it?" She irradiated happiness. Her eyes beamed, her lips
laughed. "I love him, Lexie. It’s lovely to love a man whatever way
love comes to you. He can’t give me the brown egg at breakfast because
he’s not there then, but I feel just as—oh, you know! I’m not really
_bad_, Lexie. There isn’t another man in the world for me. Tell me
about yourself, darling. Have you got anything to do yet?"
"No. I’m beginning to wonder whether I ever shall. I can’t see
anything ahead. It’s black."
"Your stomach’s empty," said Maggy prosaically. "You look as if you’ve
lived on nothing for ten days."
"I’ve lived on four-and-sixpence a week."
"Oh, Lexie! And I’ve had caviare and plovers’ eggs and all sorts of
expensive things while you’ve been starving!" She looked horribly
contrite. "Do you know that picture advertisement with a big fat cat
talking to a thin miserable one and saying it had been fed on somebody’s
milk? I’m the fat cat because I’m being kept by—"
"Don’t!" said Alexandra.
"I’m sorry. I forgot. Fred encourages me to be downright. Don’t take
the pins out of your hat. Look here, Lexie. Do me a favor and come out
with me sometimes. Come now! When Fred’s not around I’m at a loose end,
and it’s lonely. I get tired of mooching round the shops and only
buying things for myself. The day would go faster if I could lie in bed
half the morning, but I’m so beastly energetic. I’m awake at seven and
thinking of eggs and bacon. I would like to show you my flat. Would
you mind coming to see it? There’s no one there, only me."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account