London (England) -- Fiction; Theater -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Maggy looked forward with immense eagerness to the luncheon at which
Woolf was to meet Alexandra. She had a double reason for desiring it.
In a sense, Alexandra’s presence would mean that she no longer
disapproved of the connection: it would give it a certain sanction, an
authority it would otherwise lack. Her other reason concerned Woolf
himself. In spite of his assertions to the contrary, she was sure he
knew how to appreciate a woman of culture. Once he saw how different
Alexandra was from the girls he usually met, his regard for herself
would grow stronger, if only because she had the advantage of the
friendship of such a superior being.
She was not altogether wrong in her assumption that Woolf liked a lady,
although it must be admitted he seldom felt at ease with one. He was
only himself with déclassé women, or a girl of Maggy’s class, who had
few sensibilities to shock. All the same, he was contemptuous of the
women whose society he frequented, and he had a sneaking admiration for
the women of the more sedate world to which he did not belong. It was
likely that he would ultimately marry a lady, if he married at all,
since he considered that women, other than the class that will not give
itself away except in the bond of holy matrimony, were not worthy of any
such honor. He was a cad, of course, but a cad of ambitions and brains.
Maggy’s rhapsodies about Alexandra left him cold. He did not credit
Maggy with being much of a judge concerning matters pertaining to the
aristocracy. He did not believe that Alexandra had the breeding Maggy
was always vaunting. He merely supposed that she was more subtle than
Maggy, one who could ape superior manners, much as an astute parlormaid
can.
The fact that this friend so exclusive, according to Maggy, should
overcome her scruples sufficiently to meet him, knowing perfectly well
in what relation he stood to Maggy, was sufficient confirmation that she
had never had any scruples of importance to overcome. He was amused
that Maggy could be so hoodwinked by one of her own sex. But then Maggy
was a little fool—pretty and taking, and that was all. He was too
egregious to appreciate that real friendship for Maggy, friendship which
overrode personal considerations, had induced Alexandra to accept the
invitation.
She turned up at the flat at the time appointed. They were to lunch in
the restaurant attached.
Woolf could not help being impressed with her appearance. He could not
deny that she was really exceedingly pretty. Her features were quite
perfect—white brow, small straight nose, well-shaped mouth. He saw all
this at a glance, the cool, scrutinizing glance of valuation with which
he favored every attractive member of her sex, whether a duchess in her
carriage in Bond Street or a shop-girl on her way to work.
Maggy introduced her friend and her lover with mutual pride. The tone
in which she did it left no doubt that what she would have loved to say
was:
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