The Honorable Peter Stirling and What People Thought of HimFord, Paul Leicester
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The Honorable Peter Stirling and What People Thought of Him
Ford, Paul Leicester
Labor movement -- Fiction; Love stories; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Political fiction; Tenement houses -- Fiction
He had come to his office early, not merely because at his boarding
place they breakfasted betimes, but because he believed that early
hours were one way of winning success. He was a little puzzled what to
do with himself. He sat down at his desk and thrummed it for a minute.
Then he rose, and spread his books more along the shelf, so as to leave
little spaces between them, thinking that he could make them look more
imposing thereby. After that he took down a book—somebody “On
Torts,”—and dug into it. In the Harvard course, he had had two hours a
week of this book, but Peter worked over it for nearly three hours.
Then he took paper, and in a very clear, beautifully neat hand, made an
abstract of what he had read. Then he compared his abstract with the
book. Returning the book to the shelf, very much pleased with the
accuracy of his memory, he looked at his watch. It was but half-past
eleven. Peter sat down at his desk. “Would all the days go like this?”
he asked himself. He had got through the first week by his room and
office-seeking and furnishing. But now? He could not read law for more
than four hours a day, and get anything from it. What was to be done
with the rest of the time? What could he do to keep himself from
thinking of—from thinking? He looked out of his one window, over the
dreary stretch of roofs and the drearier light shafts spoken of
flatteringly as yards. He compressed his lips, and resorted once more
to his book. But he found his mind wandering, and realized that he had
done all he was equal to on a hot July morning. Again he looked out
over the roofs. Then he rose and stood in the middle at his room,
thinking. He looked at his watch again, to make sure that he was right.
Then he opened his door and glanced about the hall. It was one blank,
except for the doors. He went down the two flights of stairs to the
street. Even that had the deserted look of summer. He turned and went
back to his room. Sitting down once more at his desk, and opening
somebody “On Torts” again, he took up his pen and began to copy the
pages literally. He wrote steadily for a time, then with pauses.
Finally, the hand ceased to follow the lines, and became straggly. Then
he ceased to write. The words blurred, the paper faded from view, and
all Peter saw was a pair of slate-colored eyes. He laid his head down
on the blotter, and the erect, firm figure relaxed.
There is no more terrible ordeal of courage than passive waiting. Most
of us can be brave with something to do, but to be brave for months,
for years, with nothing to be done and without hope of the future! So
it was in Peter’s case. It was waiting—waiting—for what? If clients
came, if fame came, if every form of success came,—for what?
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