Architects -- Fiction; City and town life -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Love stories; Middle West -- Fiction
Refreshed and invigorated, he clambered up the bank and sought a great
beech by whose pillar-like trunk he had left his belongings, and
proceeded to dress. From a flat canvas bag he produced a towel and a
variety of toilet articles. He combed his thick curly hair, donned a
flannel shirt and knotted a blue scarf under its soft collar. His shoes
of brogan type bore the imprint of a metropolitan maker and his gray
knickerbockers and jacket indicated a capable tailor.
He took from the bag a package of letters addressed in a woman’s
hand to Bruce Storrs, and making himself comfortable with his back
to the tree, he began to read. The letters had been subjected to
many readings, as their worn appearance testified, but selecting the
bulkiest, he perused it carefully, as though wishing to make sure that
its phrases were firmly fixed in his memory.
“... Since my talk with you,” he read, “I have had less pain, but the
improvement is only temporary--the doctors do not deceive me as to
that. I may go quickly--any day, any hour. You heard my story the other
night--generously, with a fine tolerance, as I knew you would. If I
had not been so satisfied of your sense of justice and so sure of your
love, I could never have told you. But from the hour I knew that my
life was nearing its end I felt more and more that you must know. One
or two things I’m afraid I didn’t make clear ... that I loved the man
who is your father. Love alone could be my justification--without that
I could never have lived through these years.
“The man you have called father never suspected the truth. He trusted
me. It has been part of my punishment that through all these years
I have had to endure the constant manifestations of his love and
confidence. But for that one lapse in the second year of my marriage, I
was absolutely faithful in all my obligations to him. And he was kind
to you and proud of you. He did all for you that a father could, never
dreaming that you were not his own. It was one of my sorrows that I
couldn’t give him a child of his own. Things went badly with him in
his last years, as you know, and what I leave to you--it will be about
fifty thousand dollars--I inherited from my father, and it will help
you find your place in the world.
“Your father has no idea of your existence.... Ours was a midsummer
madness, at a time when we were both young. I only knew him a little
while, and I have never heard from him. My love for him never wholly
died. Please, dear, don’t think harshly of me, but there have been
times when I would have given my life for a sight of him. After all you
are his--his as much as mine. You came to me from him--strangely dear
and beautiful. In my mind you have always been his, and I loved you the
dearer. I loved him, but I could not bring myself to leave the man you
have called father for him. He was not the kind of man women run away
with....
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