Detective and mystery stories; Murder -- Investigation -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction
It was gone now, completely. The sinister Jack-the-Ripper figure,
cloaked and hugging the shadows, darkly gleaming dagger in hand, had
become a blue-eyed, completely harmless young man, as innocent of
homicidal malice as a friendly postal clerk or a smiling conductor on a
train.
But it was only when she felt convinced that her self-mastery would
not falter, that her behavior would be normal and controlled, that
she dared to meet the young man's gaze squarely. Even then she found
herself trembling slightly and could think of nothing to say.
He had fallen silent, and was staring at her with a kind of pleading
desperation in his eyes, as if just a few crumbs of interest had become
of almost life-and-death importance to him.
He had to have at least a few crumbs; she could see that. She could
sense a stiffening in him already, a refusal to let his pride suffer
further indignity. Another moment of silence on her part, and she was
quite sure that he'd get to his feet and dash from the restaurant, hurt
badly, wounded where he was most vulnerable and not caring what kind of
a fool she thought him--except that he would care, later on, and feel
bitter about it and think her a supercilious, male-deflating little
witch. And she wasn't, she wasn't at all.
She made a supreme effort. "I'm afraid you gave me quite a start just
now," she said. "I thought you were following me with the deliberate
intention of--well, trying at least to pick me up. Some fairly decent
men have been known to do that. But why pretend? What I feared most
was that you were the other kind, the sidewalk wolf who makes a habit
of annoying women, and won't be put off by a lack of encouragement or
harsh words or even a threat to call the police. The ugly kind, the
really dangerous kind. And when you looked in at me through the window,
when you just stood there for a minute looking in, I got so scared I
thought of asking the cashier for protection."
The young man blinked, but said nothing. She frowned and went on
quickly: "Why didn't you just walk right up and tell me you had some
drawings you wanted me to look at? I wouldn't have been offended in the
least. If you'd asked to see me at the office I'd have come out and
talked with you. On some of the big magazine groups, editors are hard
to see, I'll admit. But that isn't true of all groups and it happens
to be our policy to treat writers and artists like visiting royalty. We
believe it builds up good will, and we don't worry about whether we'll
be wasting advice or guidance on someone who is just learning to draw
and hasn't a credit to his name. We're not that conceited or foolish."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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