Detective and mystery stories; Murder -- Investigation -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction
There was no reason for him to reproach himself or feel guilty about
it. If for a moment he'd abandoned all restraint, carried her to
the bed, and seared her lips with kisses which she had welcomed,
demanded, insisted upon--had not the tightening of her arms, the almost
convulsive straining of her body against him proved that she had been
equally aroused?--if for a moment he'd become almost savagely primitive
in his love-making, was that something which called for sackcloth and
ashes and the covering of his head, as if he were a grieving widow
instead of the completely normal, robustly endowed man he knew himself
to be?
Hardly. Since she had been so completely eager and willing the cynical
and unjust could brand his restraint as amusing if they wished and
regard him as something of a fool. But he had his own standards and
preferred to maintain them. An old maxim came almost unbidden into his
mind. "They say what they say--let them say."
For a moment the exaltation he'd felt on reading the letter had been
scattered to the winds, like dust particles in a rising gale or dust
in a city apartment blown in all directions by a draft from an open
window, or swept under the bed by an untidy housekeeper. And it had
been the most precious kind of dust--a fine sprinkling of gold, each
particle brightly shining.
There was no one with a broom who could sweep it into view again, but
it was coming back now by itself, creeping slowly back, and he could
feel the splendor of it beginning to suffuse him. In a moment, if he
just remained quietly seated on the edge of the bed, he could gather up
all of the shining particles, and go out and put through a phone call
from the drugstore on the corner.
She'd suggested he phone her as soon as he received the letter.
Returning a manuscript for minor revisions when it was practically
bought and paid for was unusual. But he had a feeling that he had
sent the story to a very unusual editor. A woman who did things in her
own, independent way, ignoring what was customary and established and
rule-of-thumb, but with no sacrifice of efficiency.
Most editors would have kept the manuscript in the office, written him
a letter of acceptance, and asked him to call and discuss the changes
which would have to be made in it. But she'd sent it right back,
assuming, no doubt, that the acceptance would so gratify and stimulate
him that he'd sit down immediately and make the most important change
while he was keyed up and at his best creatively.
It had probably seemed to her a gamble worth taking. All it had cost
the firm was a dollar in postage and there could be no substitute for
that kind of emotional stimulation, especially when there were a few
pages that the author had perhaps grown cold on, or lost interest in.
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