He had no other thought except for that armoury, until, with the tall
tapers burning at the head and feet, he saw the dead body of the woman
who had deceived him lying on the Altar steps. Then the pitifullest
clashing of satisfaction and despair, of desire and disgust, came to
him that ever rent a man in twain. For a moment he fought for bare
reason between them, then with a savage cry, he flung himself beside
the dead girl, caught her to him, covered her with frantic, cruel
kisses, and, almost flinging her from him again, ran on into the
armoury, the red of her dress, her bosom, in his eyes--the red of
blood!
The armoury! Where he had had his first lesson in the foils! There they
were, harmless in their buttons, crossed on the wall, and above them
something more murderous; the dangerous delicate rapiers to which those
others were but the prelude. No! one was gone! One Father Ninian had
used against the _jogi!_ One he must have with him. So much the better!
He tore down its fellow, and passing the dead girl without a look,
dashed out into the courtyard again, his last trace of sanity gone.
The next instant his horse's feet were echoing madly along the
pilgrims' road. His enemy must have a quarter of an hour's lead, but
that was nothing; he could overtake him, anyhow, at the first station
in the pilgrimage,--a temple under a vast _banyan_ tree at the foot of
the first rise, where the pious must pause to make offerings.
The road was almost empty at first; for the news that the miracle had
only been deferred had spread instantly through the unrestful town, so
to a space beyond it, making those who heard the tale turn back to see
for themselves. But after a few minutes' wild gallop, he came up with
those who had been beyond recall, who had gone on content with that
strange lead of a strange God; of a saint, a sinner. Yet, after a time,
forgetful of that leadership utterly. For they needed it no more. The
danger of novelty had passed with their first step along the beaten
track which their fathers had followed. Father Ninian, wise with the
wisdom of long years, of secret sympathy, had known this; had counted
on it in his forlorn hope of leading them into familiar bondage. He had
told himself that he need only go as far as that first station; that
then, during the pause for offerings, he might return, as it were, to
realities, to something more consistent with the nineteenth century!
But to him, also, as he led the way, chanting his offices for the day,
had come a strange peace, a strange desire to go on to the end of the
pilgrimage; a strange desire to leave those realities behind him in a
world from which he was taking nothing, not even his love.
Surely it was time. Surely he was old enough to claim rest. No! not
rest. It was something more than that. Surely, now that he had left
every atom of earth behind him lying with a dead woman on the Altar
steps, he also was free to find the "Cradle of the Gods"!
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