Captain Dering had bidden him join the set; bidden him curtly, almost
savagely, as the best player available, in answer to a challenge from
Muriel Smith to play her, her husband, and the Commissioner. And this
challenge had come curtly, also, because Captain Dering was standing
beside Laila Bonaventura, to whom he had been giving a cup of coffee.
Not because it gave him pleasure, but from sheer determination not to
let his mistake in the darkness count for anything. Yet, as the girl's
hand took the cup from his, he had remembered with a thrill the
gladness, the content it had brought him. Though he refused to
acknowledge the fact, the puzzle of this mistake had been his chief
thought ever since it occurred, and a smouldering resentment regarding
his past relationship with one who was still to him the best and
dearest of women was the result. He felt vaguely that she, as well as
he, ought to have known that their sentiment, their monopoly, as it
were, of friendship, could only mean--what it had meant to him during
those few moments of blindness which had, paradoxically, opened his
eyes. So he had felt bitter, and she had known it instinctively. If she
had ever faced facts, this alone might have opened her eyes also; but
she was too good a woman, too helplessly bound by her woman's cult of
love, to disassociate it from friendship. So, without bringing a doubt
even, the jealous desire of appropriation which draws a line clear and
clean as a sword-cut between the two, had risen up in her from the
absence of the sympathetic look she had expected from Vincent Dering.
So she had challenged him, and so it came to pass that Roshan Khân
played badminton with Laila Bonaventura. She took no notice of him
beyond a casual inspection of his uniform; still the mere fact of being
her equal within the white lines which separated their badminton court
from the realities of life seemed a fate. When the game was over, his
eyes followed her closely, and he, himself, at a respectful distance;
and as he followed her, his desire to speak to her grew as he pondered
on his right to do so. After all, as his grandmother had said, she was
his cousin.
And fate was on his side once more. A well-bred crowding round a table
where some photographs of the camp were being shown, brought him so
near her that she caught sight of his yellow, silver-laced uniform
behind her, and turned quickly. Turned with a look in her big black
eyes which dazzled him.
It vanished, however, in a second; yet her words, spoken with a faint
resentment, made the memory of the look give rise to a swift pulse of
angry suspicion.
"I thought you were Captain Dering," she said. "Why do you wear the
same uniform? I thought natives couldn't be officers."
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