The stone columns used to be covered with moss, but now they are draped
with climbing plants. The trees have been trimmed of the too-exuberant
branches that used to seem to bend in blessing above the roof, or to
tap upon the window panes. One never realises the vigour of a tree;
grant it a few square yards and it soon overshadows them, and gradually
draws nearer and nearer, like a friend who has the right of entrance.
Now that our trees have been trimmed--for the time being--the sunlight
caresses the walls of the old house, and this is better, in the matter
of hygiene. Humidity is unwholesome, especially in autumn. But here
is a puzzle; in my time, I mean in the time when I was young, there
was a sun-dial carved in high relief upon the wall. Above it was a
tarnished and half-effaced inscription, the secret of which I refused
to penetrate: ME LUX, VOS UMBBA. Father had translated it for
me and I made haste to forget it that I might still feel the thrill of
the mysterious syllables. Above it was the iron finger whose slender
shadow marked the hour all day long, and encircling it were the names
of unknown cities, London, Boston, Pekin, and the rest, intended to
show the differences in time the whole world round, as if the whole
world were merely a dependance of the house, which dictated the laws
of time to them all. But a linden tree, in an inadvertent moment, had
rendered useless all this labour of light. The linden had indeed been
pruned, but by an unlucky mischance, when the front of the house was
restored the entire dial had been covered with a coat of whitewash. Oh,
ill-starred restoration! But am not I responsible, for was it not I who
ordered it? Grown people are capable of just such profanities. They do
it without meaning any harm. No doubt I had said, carelessly, “That
poor dial is of no use.” (The trees had not been trimmed then.) It is a
mistake to let fall a thought; some one is sure to pick it up. A mason
who had chanced to hear me actually thought to give me pleasure with
his whitewash brush, and when I tried to restrain his zeal it was too
late.
As a matter of fact, all these changes which I force myself to set
down hardly affect me. Don’t think me stoical to that degree. I simply
do not see the house as it is. It might be besmeared from cornice to
foundation and I should not notice it. I always see it as it was in my
time--the time, of course you understand, when I was little. I have it
thus before my eyes for all the rest of my life.
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