I paid little heed, I acknowledge, to this debate. Of course the
saving of the house was due solely to our father. How could our mother
and Aunt Been have helped? It had been necessary to throw out the
gentleman from Paris and the other invaders, as Ulysses on his return
to Ithaca had thrown out the lovers. That was an exercise of strength
which belonged only to a man. My notions of life were simple: the man
governed, the woman’s sole charge was of domestic matters. That Aunt
Deen had her rights, however diminished, in the building that “they”
were trying to get away from us I could never have understood, any more
than I could understand what a dowry was, and how the consent of the
wife was necessary to enable the husband to dispose of property.
Nevertheless I recalled the incident of the dressmaker. Mother had no
doubt made some savings in the matter of clothes and turned them in.
Does not every one make his contribution to the wars? I immediately
slipped out of the room and came back bringing the savings bank in
which I had been encouraged to drop such little sous as I received. I
expected an ovation for the magnanimity of my sacrifice. Without a word
I handed it to my father.
“What do you want me to do with it?” was all his response.
Somewhat abashed, being gazed upon by all present, I said, blushing
furiously:
“It is for the house.”
This time my father drew me to him and publicly gave me the
_accolade_ with the dazzling Order of the Day.
“This child will be our joy.”
Thus the Emperor rewarded his marshals on the field of battle; nothing
in history is surprising to one who has had a childhood like mine.
Coming in while the bell was ringing, grandfather was the last one to
learn what had happened. Aunt Deen informed him in a fiery harangue.
He heard her with interest but without emotion, his serenity all
undisturbed. And when the heroic story was finished he nodded his head,
vouchsafing merely the words of faint admiration:
“Well, well! so much the better!”
Things had been arranged with no help from him.
V
THE ABDICATION
IN the days that followed I came to understand by all sorts of small
tokens, not to speak of the remarks of servants, that the house no
longer belonged to grandfather, but to my parents, and that only a
simple formality remained to be accomplished for the treaty to be
final. Grandfather no longer having the responsibility--though in truth
the responsibility had never weighed heavily upon him--had no desire to
keep the honours of headship. More than once I heard father speaking to
him to the following effect:
“I do not want anything to be changed--I want everything to be as it
has always been--I want to take from you nothing but your cares.”
“Oho!” grandfather would reply with his little laugh, “you are lucky if
you know just what you want.”
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