I had indeed set my foot upon the grass border of the path. And I
clearly perceived that grandfather was ridiculing my admiration and the
garden both at once. Suddenly, under the influence of his sarcasm, I
recalled the old garden, the old garden as it had been, a wild mass of
foliage, when I might trample on the very borders, with their sparse
flowers growing helter-skelter, where I had known the wild joy of
liberty.
Grandfather would never have permitted himself such a criticism before
my father. My mind having been drawn to observe the dissimilarity
between them, I had noticed the constraint in their relations.
Father was always making advances; treating grandfather with extreme
deference; never failing to inquire as to his health, his walks,
and even, indulgent to his meteorological hobby, asking him as to
weather prospects. Grandfather would reply briefly, without making
the slightest attempt to continue the conversation, which soon fell
flat,--or he would bring forward his little wounding smile, as soon as
a subject was introduced on which it was not certain that they were in
agreement.
One day father asked for his account books, explaining that he needed
to verify certain memoranda of claims upon the property which had not
yet been settled and which appeared to be exorbitant. Grandfather
opened his eyes:
“My account books?”
“Yes.”
“I never kept any.”
Father hesitated for a second. “Very well,” he said simply and turned
away.
In his tower where he had settled himself, grandfather took great
comfort in wearing his famous green dressing gown and Greek cap of
black velvet with its silk tassel. With his telescope fixed upon a
pedestal, he would watch by day the boats that ploughed the waters of
the lake, and at night he would bring the stars nearer--but only those
which moved in the southern half of the sky, because from his former
room he had only had a view of this part of the heavens, and knew it
better. Much more frequently than in the old days he would come down
stairs in this astrologer’s costume, like a deposed monarch who no
longer sets store by majesty. It was with great difficulty that Aunt
Deen prevented him from going into town, or walking in the country, in
this accoutrement.
“It does no one any harm,” he would observe.
Nevertheless, after many entreaties, he would consent to replace the
cap with a broad brimmed felt hat, and the dressing gown with a frock
coat which had to be almost daily rubbed with benzine, in spite of him,
to keep it decent. He would bring home from his walks aromatic plants
of which he used to make decoctions which he would mix with brandy,
and mushrooms which awakened Aunt Deen’s misgivings. I used to look
at them, smell them, but for nothing in the world would I have tasted
them. I could not think, in those days, that anything good to eat could
be found outside a provision store, except, on a pinch, in our garden.
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