In conversations which I accidentally overheard, the names of Parisian
schools or lycées would recur, those especially that prepared boys for
the great schools, Stanislas on Post-office Street, Louis-le-grand or
Saint-Louis. My parents would have preferred a religious institution,
and in this Aunt Deen emphatically acquiesced.
“No godless school,” she would exclaim. “All the rascals come out of
the lycées.”
“Oho!” grandfather would protest, greatly amused at her vehemence. “I
was educated in a lycée.”
He received his bouquet without a moment’s delay.
“And you are not worth so very much!”
It is true that to soften the severity of her retort, she went on,
“I must confess that you have become good for something, now that you
take the boy out walking.”
Father, who seemed always to be glad of anything which might bring
him and grandfather together, heightened the reluctant admission into
praise.
“Yes, François owes his health to you. And all these lovely walks that
you are giving him will attach him the more firmly to the region in
which he is to live, and which he will know the better because of them.”
As a matter of fact I felt myself entirely aloof from the region and
even from our house. What I loved was the earth, the vast unnamed
earth, and not this place or that; most of all I loved the uncultivated
places, the wild places in the woods, the copses, the secret nooks,
and in less degree the pasture lands, any untilled, unsowed: bit of
earth. In the matter of people, I had accepted grandfather’s new gospel
which catalogued them as peasants and towns people. The nice people
were in the country, whereas towns were inhabited by wicked individuals
and notably by _bourgeois_, who persecute men of genius like my
friends of the café. And in the towns were the schools where you were
reduced to a state of slavery.
While I was giving myself up to these reflections my mother’s gaze had
fallen upon me; it seemed to me that she was reading my thoughts, and I
blushed--a proof that I was not unaware of my inward insubordination.
“He has grown quite robust,” she said. “Could he not begin gradually to
take up his lessons? We could arrange him a place in the garden, where
he would be in the out-door air, and yet not be entirely idle. Idleness
is never good.”
I was astounded to hear my mother uttering so direful a proposition--my
mother, so careful to spare me all fatigue, so expert in nursing me, so
minute in her watchfulness! Decidedly, they had changed parts; father
had appeared suspicious of my walks with grandfather, and now he was
not only authorising, he was encouraging them.
“No, no,” he exclaimed, “pleurisy is too grave a matter. He would still
risk losing strength and colour. See how well he looks now!” adding
aside to mother, “Father is so happy in his little companion! Since he
has had charge of him he has quite changed and grown younger. Haven’t
you noticed it?”
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