She turned to me quickly, and her eyes brimmed with unshed tears. "So
many things in my life, though it is not so very long as yet, have come
to me _too late_. Even--my friends--sometimes."
Before I could beg her to tell me what she meant, Lady Tressidy had
called her name, and she sprang up obediently. I followed suit, of
course.
"Come here, my dear girl. Mr. Stanton, this is quite a momentous day for
us, and I can't resist the temptation to take you into our circle and
our confidence," said the elder woman, graciously. "It is just settled
that this sweet adopted child of ours is to leave us--and at short
notice too. She and Mr. Wildred _are going to be married_."
CHAPTER IX
Too Late!
"Too late!" the words that Karine had just spoken echoed in my ears like
a knell of doom.
For a few tremendous seconds that seemed endless I stood paralysed by
Lady Tressidy's announcement, unable to speak. Then I turned and looked
at Karine. Her eyes seemed to have been waiting for mine, and for an
instant I held them with my gaze, until they fell, and veiled the answer
mine had asked, with long shadowy lashes.
Never, I thought, as my thirsty eyes drank in the beauty that was not
for me, could there have been another woman so wholly lovely, so
altogether desirable. I could have fallen on my knees before her, to
touch the hem of her dainty gown with my lips, and cry out my love and
longing for her. But instead I was called upon to say something civil,
and therefore hypocritical, to the newly-engaged pair, and then, as soon
as decency would permit my escape, to go out from her presence for ever,
and face the black loneliness of my darkened life.
Only a few days had passed since first I had seen the beauty of her
face, but already she dominated my every thought, and I knew that there
was no hope of surcease from the aching pain of having lost her.
Had I been obliged to stand by and see her give herself to any other man
than Carson Wildred, it seemed to me that the blow would have been more
bearable. But with my almost unreasoning aversion for and distrust of
him, the thought of a marriage between these two was like the sacrifice
of fair virgins to the foul, blood-dripping jaws of the mythical
Minotaur.
Slight as was our actual acquaintance, when measured by mere time, it
appeared the maddest conceit on my part to believe for a moment that had
I come earlier into her life I might have made a difference. But, mad as
it was, I did so believe. Some voice within me, which would not be
stilled or brook contradiction, cried aloud that I might have won her
love, that she might have been mine, that only some devilish tangle of
circumstances had circumvented the fate which originally had meant that
we two should be all in all to one another.
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