Somewhat confused by the vastness of her new home, and by the contrast
of its gracious splendour with the utilitarian ugliness and mathematical
uniformity of the General Hospital which she had just left, Marcelle
Baring went downstairs the next morning to begin her new duties. Once in
the wards she felt at home; for a ward of sick men is the same all the
world over. The Matron went round with her, performing introductions;
but that first morning she only caught a third of the names. It would
take a few days to learn them, to learn also the history of the cases.
Besides, they were convalescents, dressings were few, and her work was
more administrative than personal. Her first impression was that of a
high spirited crowd of almost indistinguishable young men, some to all
intents and purposes sound of wind and limb, who in a short time would
be sent back to the tempest of shell whence they were driven; others
maimed and crippled, armless, legless, with drooping wrists, with
unserving ankles. In the daytime nearly all were out of the wards; most
in the open air playing tennis or lounging about the terraces, or
playing billiards in the open-sided pavilion that looked over the
Japanese garden. It was no easy matter to keep track of them all.
It was only on the second day that the name of a young officer who had
lost his foot caught her eye: “Mr. G. Baltazar.” He was very young,
fair, blue-eyed, with a little blond moustache. His tunic, laid ready
with the rest of his clothes, bore the white and purple ribbon of the
Military Cross. The stump had practically healed, but it still needed
attention.
“It’s rotten luck, isn’t it, Sister?” he said while she was tending him.
“I thought I had got through all right—the show at Ypres early in June.
I all but saw it out, but a bit of high explosive got me and here I am.
Anyhow, they say they’re going to wangle me an artificial foot, so that
I’ll never know the difference. One of those pukka things, you know,
that’ll pick up pins with the toes. I hope it’ll come soon, for I’m fed
up with crutches. I always feel as if I ought to hold out my hat for
pennies.”
“Poor chap!” said Marcelle, absently.
“That’s kind of you, but it’s just what I’m hating. I don’t want to go
through life as a ‘poor chap.’” He paused, then ran on: “I wonder how
you dear people can look at the beastly thing. Whenever I cock my leg
down and try to have a sight of it, it nearly makes me sick. I like to
be neat and tidy and not repulsive to my fellow-creatures, but that
crimpled-crumpled end of me is just slovenly and disgusting.”
Marcelle Baring scarcely heeded his debonair talk. His name had awakened
far-off memories. She worked in silence, pinned the bandage and,
smiling, with a “You’ll do all right, Mr. Baltazar,” left him.
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