New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Prostitutes -- Fiction
"Because I haven't any money, you know."
"Mr. Beekman!"
She put her hand before her face, and he saw that he had been wrong.
"I beg your pardon," he sulkily said. "In the circumstances, it
wasn't an unnatural supposition, though my mother thoroughly
understands my manner of life; but I see now that I shouldn't have
said it."
He paused, and then, because he hated to be in the wrong, he hunted
about for another excuse for attack, and, finding one, became more
angry than before.
"Only how dared you," he asked, "how did you dare to come into this
house?"
Violet bowed her russet head.
"I didn't know it was yours," she said.
"You didn't know?"
"How could I? Lena didn't happen to say nothin' about you before
to-day, an' your mother has a different name."
"Don't talk of my mother!" he commanded.
Had Violet known all the truth of her mistress, it would probably
have flashed over even the servant's dull brain that the difference
between a woman beaten into slavery and a woman that married the man
who, during her first marriage, had been her lover, was a difference
not of kind, but of degree, and of a degree decidedly in the ethical
favor of the former. However, she held her tongue.
It was the best shield she could have chosen. Through silence few
fits of anger are strong enough to reach, and the quick temper of
Beekman began slowly to spend itself.
"I don't see how you could come into any decent house," he grumbled,
"no matter whether you knew whose it was or not."
Still Violet did not answer.
"I suppose you didn't think about that, though," Philip pursued.
Violet was as yet too stunned at all adequately to feel. With a
shaking finger she drew invisible arabesques upon the shelf beside
her.
"How did you get away from Rose's, anyhow?" he asked.
Slowly she raised her head. Slowly she fixed him with her tired blue
eyes. And slowly, still drawing arabesques now unregarded, she
answered:
"Does that make much difference, Mr. Beekman?"
"Wasn't I interested?" he blustered.
"Because, you see," she concluded, "however it was, it wasn't by none
of the help you promised."
The thrust just pierced his armor of convention.
"Oh, well," he said, "what could I do? I wanted to help--you know
that--but what could I do?"
"Nothin'!" Her eyes clouded as if they looked at something which,
though clear to sight, passed all explaining. "Nothin', I suppose."
The words lent him courage.
"And I can't do anything now," he went on, his anger cold, but his
determination unchanged. "I'm sorry for you--on my word of honor, I
am sorry for you with my whole heart, Violet--but you can't stay
here--you must see that you can't stay in this house another night."
Her eyes were still on his.
"I know you think that," she replied, as if puzzled and seeking a
solution. "An' I know what you think goes.--But, myself, I can't see
why not."
"But, Violet, just consider!" he cried, his hands outstretched.
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