New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Prostitutes -- Fiction
"Wesley," she said, "I do remember all that you told me these women
and this work would do to me. If you prove to be wrong, I shall stay
on here, and, of course, never see you again; but if you prove to be
right I shall give it up, and then, Wesley, I shall marry you."
He rose with a glad cry; but she, rising also, waved him back.
"Not yet," she said. "Either find Mary Morton and the proofs that
she is dishonest--not only what I know she is, but dishonest in what
she would say and do--show me this, or else----"
With straining resolution, he confronted her.
"Or else?" he prompted.
"Or else bring her to me with her own denial and explanation."
XXV
DAUGHTERS OF ISHMAEL
When Mary left Rivington Street she faced the inevitable. She had
seen the impossibility of domestic service; she knew nothing of any
other trade; she could not endure the shame of an institution, and
her fortune consisted of just fourteen dollars and fifty cents.
She walked, for a long time, aimlessly. The night thickened and,
block by block, the streets flashed into electric illumination, each
separate flame glowing like a malevolent eye to show her misery. Her
strength, never yet fully restored, failed her. Her feet were tired,
her knees bent irregularly, her head ached. As at her first sight of
it, the city, which she knew scarcely better than on that spring
evening when she had been tossed into it, was a conscious prison
implacably shutting her in forever.
She walked westward, and then northward. She dodged across Fifth
Avenue among the automobiles of careless, comfortable people on their
ways to one place or another of swift enjoyment. She passed a
notorious café at the warm windows of which she saw, seated at laden
tables and opposite leering men, the painted faces of softly gowned
women, the more successful examples of what she soon must be. And
she came to hurrying Broadway through whose crowds she saw silently
and cunningly darting, with smiling hate written on their tired,
rouged lips, the girls whose dawn was the lighting of the
street-lamps and from whom she wanted to ask for instruction in the
one means of livelihood that remained to her.
Her soul was as weakened and vitiated as her body, and by much the
same forces. Into her escape from Rose's, into her work at Mrs.
Turner's, into her appeal to the employment-agency and her tasks at
Mrs. Chamberlin's she had put every particle of strength that she
could harness, and the result had always been failure. The social
system was too mighty. She could not prevail against it. She must
do its bidding, and since it was so impractically constituted as to
bid her prey upon it, her sole solace must be found in preying
fiercely.
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