New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Prostitutes -- Fiction
Without a word they walked, hand in hand, across the short back-yard,
for Mary, it was tacitly agreed, must not risk an appearance upon the
street in the neighborhood of her father's house. Without a word,
Mrs. Denbigh's knotted fingers opened the latch of the white-washed
gate. Without a word mother and daughter flung themselves into each
other's arms again, and then, still in silence, Mary trudged away.
She did not look back until she came to the first corner, and, when
she got there, she saw her mother's shrunken body still at the gate,
the old hand waving, the aproned figure shaking with sobs. It was
still there when Mary reached the second corner; but when she turned
at the third, it was gone.
Her pain was no longer poignant. Grief had reached the mark whence
it passes to stupefaction; and Mary pursued her way as if her actions
were those suggested to a subject of hypnotic control. In order to
avoid the crowd at the station, she walked on up the alley, until the
alley ended in an intersecting turnpike along which ran the trolley
line to the county-town. She waited there, stolidly, for a car,
mounted that, descended at the end of the road, and, after another
delay, climbed upon a train that would take her without change to
Jersey City. For nearly twenty-four hours she had eaten nothing; but
she bought another small flask at the terminus, and, as the
ferry-boat glided between the creaking slips into the tossing water,
she took a deep draught of whiskey.
She walked to the stern and looked over the side. It was night.
Here gleamed the railway signs under which the boat had just
passed--the signs of those roads that, she had now discovered, ended
as fatally for her freedom as if they had ended in an insurmountable
wall. Ahead towered the other walls, the black walls of that living
prison--that vast, malevolent, conscious jail--into which she had
once gone with such a store of hopes whereof not one had ever been
fulfilled, of anticipated pleasures whereof not one had ever been
tasted, and to which she must now, to serve out a life-sentence,
return.
Must she return?
She looked up and down the dismal river, crowded with trafficking
craft, and she remembered that other river at home as she had seen it
on the spring afternoon when she had played the truant from school.
She remembered the swirling eddies across which the nearer hills had
been changing from brown to green; she remembered the descending
Donegal Valley, fresh with germinating life, the flowering shrubs,
and the sap-wet trees along the shore, the scent of a warm April, and
the music of the Susquehanna. These things she remembered, and then
she looked again at the nearing city.
Must she return?
She touched the rail. Over that lay certain escape. The deck was
deserted; the movement would be quick; the plunge----
She leaned forward, she saw the leaping, greedy, icy waves, and, with
a loud sob, staggered back to the bench that ran along the exterior
of the upper saloon.
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