New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Prostitutes -- Fiction
With her senses in revolt, the mind and body of the newly-christened
Violet came, by insidious degrees, nevertheless to approach some
likeness to adaptability. Her material wants never went unsupplied,
and such intelligence as she possessed began to swing toward that
point of view to differ from which could bring nothing save serious
discomfort. To the hope of Max's return she still, in her own heart,
clung with that tenacity which only a woman can exert upon an
acknowledged impossibility, but she felt even this hope shrink
between her clutching fingers, and, doing her best to reason, she
knew that, even should the miracle happen, Max had brought her and
left her here with the intent that she should fulfill her economic
destiny.
Too dull to see deeply into causes, she could only accept the slowly
numbing hail of effects. Until a few days since, she had been a
child, and, like most children, the individual at fault in every
personal catastrophe. It was thus that she began by blaming herself
for all that had now befallen her; it was only at moments of growth
that she turned her anger first against her own parents, then against
the active agent and finally against his principal, and it would be
but after deeper vision and harder usage that she could see both
herself and them, and the whole company that made them possible, as
mere grist in the mill of a merciless machine.
And yet for a long time her one passion was the passion of release.
Without clothes and money and protection she could understand no
escape; but for these means she at last found courage to appeal to
the one source from which she could conceive of their coming.
VI
AN ANGEL UNAWARES
The man to whom she first spoke, in a stolen instant, descending the
darkened stair, was a small shopkeeper, fat and pliable, beyond the
age of violence, and, as he had just told her, a husband and the
father of a girl of her own age.
"Listen," she said, with one trembling hand upon his shoulder, "I
want you to do me a favor."
"Anything you say, Violet," he chuckled.
"Don't talk so loud, then. I--I want you to take me out of here."
The man looked at her, through the rosy twilight, in a flattered
bewilderment.
"Like me as much as that, do you?" he sparred.
"You don't understand. Of course, I like you; but what I meant
was----"
He interrupted her, his fat fingers complacently patting her cheek.
"It's not me that don't tumble to the facts," he said; "it's you. I
told you I was a family man. I couldn't put you anywhere."
"I don't mean that. I mean----"
But again he cut in upon her labored explanation, his commercial mind
traveling along lines in which it had been forced all his life to
travel, and his pride entrenching itself behind the trivial rampart
of his income.
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