The House of Defence v. 1Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
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The House of Defence v. 1
Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
Christian Science -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Spiritual healing -- Fiction
Maud got up from her seat in the window and closed the sash--for the air
grew instantaneously chilly, and the sun had dropped behind the hills to
the north-west, leaving her in shadow--still looking down the grey
riband of road that led to the lodge and crossed the moor to the village
beyond. Her mind was decidedly not at ease about her brother. How
inextricably soul and body were mixed and mingled! how instantaneously
they acted and reacted on each other! For Thurso's anxiety about his
people, a purely mental or spiritual condition, had kept him awake last
night, and he had come down this morning with one of those excruciating
neuralgic headaches to which he had been liable all his life. His
suffering mind had called in his body to suffer with it, and the bodily
pain had reacted back on his mind, making the poor fellow--not to put
too fine a point upon it--most abominably cross to Maud at breakfast.
Then, since there was the day's work in front of him, for the sake of
which he had come up here--and in his racking pain he was really
incapable of doing it--he had taken the remedy which he had always by
him, but which, in theory, he disliked having recourse to, as much as
Maud disliked his taking it. But when after breakfast he had said to
her, "Maud, I simply can't go down there, and if I did, I couldn't help
in any way, unless I get rid of this agony," she had agreed that it was
an occasion for laudanum.
She strolled across to the fire, and held out her hands to the blaze,
which shone through her fingers, making them look as if they were redly
luminous in themselves and lit from within. Then suddenly, with a little
dramatic gesture, as if she carried her trouble, a palpable burden, in
her hands, she threw it into the fire, and, having consigned it to
destruction, walked back to the window again. Yet she knew in herself
that it was not thus easily got rid of, for it went very deep. There
must be some explanation of all this undeserved suffering, but what was
it? How could it be just that a child should be cursed with inherited
disease? How could it be just that Thurso's very kindness and concern
for his tenants should give him hours of blinding torture?... But there
at last was a figure on the road, and, without putting on her hat, she
went out to meet him.
* * * * *
She saw at once, before she could clearly see his face, by a limpness
and dejection in his walk, that he was horribly tired and in pain. But
that, since now there was something for her to do, enabled her to get
rid of her own dejection, since her cheerfulness, her serenity, must be
brought into action. So, before they actually met, she called to him.
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