The House of Defence v. 1Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
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The House of Defence v. 1
Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
Christian Science -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Spiritual healing -- Fiction
He finished dressing without any severe return of pain, but just as he
was ready to go downstairs it came suddenly back again in such stabs and
spasms of anguish that for a moment he held on to his dressing-table
with clenched hands, bitten lips, and a dripping forehead. Then his eye
fell on the bottle of laudanum which stood by his looking-glass, and
though never before had he taken two doses on the same day, yet never
before after one dose had he suffered pain so agonising and excruciating
as this. But to-day the impulse was incontrollable: he could no longer
reason about the expediency of it, and next moment, with shaking hand,
he poured a full dose into the graduated glass, and drank it. Those few
moments had made him feel faint and sick with pain, and after drinking
he sat down to wait for the divine relief that would come so quickly. On
his very sensitive and excitable nerves the drug exercised an almost
instantaneous effect--not soporific at all, but tranquillising and at
the same time immensely stimulating. The pain would fade like the
melting away of the vapour of breath on a frosty morning, till it became
an incredible memory, while even as it faded a warm tingling glow began
to invade him. It was as if after some frost-bitten Arctic night the
sun of the South would pour its beams upon his brain; happiness and
content would unfold, and, like some magic rose miraculously opening its
rosy petals in the luminous peace of a summer morning, a sense of
unspeakable well-being would sprawl and blossom over his consciousness.
He had not to wait long: before the seconds on the watch which he had
just taken up when the agony seized him had ticked themselves into a
minute, the divine remission of pain began, and, increasing as it
increased, there came that extraordinary glow of content, so that a
couple of minutes afterwards it was not so much in the utter relief of
pain that his body revelled as in the ecstasy of this supreme,
harmonious sense of health. And then, as always, this spread like some
tide of warm incoming waters to his mind. The horror and suffering he
had seen that day in the fevered village ceased to weigh upon him and
darken him with the sense of his possible responsibility and certain
helplessness. Instinctively, his mind ceased to dwell on the thought of
the stalker whose life was nearly despaired of, but went to another
bedside where a life that had been almost despaired of yesterday had
seemed to pause at the very entrance of the valley of the shadow, and
had crawled back a little way into life again. The shadow from the
valley still lay over it, but its face was set towards the living.
Already this divine drug had done that for him: it stopped pain of the
mind, it seemed, even as it stopped the torture of an anguished nerve.
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