The House of Defence v. 1Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
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The House of Defence v. 1
Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
Christian Science -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Spiritual healing -- Fiction
All this flashed instantaneously into his mind, just as a man takes in a
landscape at a glance, though it may take him many words to describe
what a moment's vision has conveyed to him. Another thought flashed
there too. There was authentic Paradise in that little bottle; whether
one had been in pain or not, there was the Garden of Eden. He felt that
he would willingly endure tortures if at the end he could push open
those golden gates again, and walk past the flaming sword of its
guardian. Pain weighed light compared to those pleasures, and surely
half an hour of Paradise now and then could not hurt him, a drop of
water on the lips of Dives. He felt perfectly willing, weighing the two
in the balance of his mind, to pass through hells of torture for that
compensation. Then faintly and far away came the suggestion that even
without the hours in hell there was Paradise still open.
* * * * *
Maud had been very hungry, and had already finished soup when he came
downstairs, and, according to his plan, he said little or nothing till
he had caught her up on the "something roast." Indeed, his first
question had been the demand for a second supply of that, and Maud gave
him an approving nod. He had eaten no lunch, and now, as soon as he
began to eat, he was conscious of being extremely hungry, and the second
supply vanished with the same briskness as the first. Then he leaned
back in his chair as plates were changed.
"I don't like telling you that you are right," he said, "because it will
only confirm your belief in your own wisdom. But I am nothing if not
honest. Dinner or suggestion or both have certainly done the trick. The
Lady Neuralgia has turned off the tap--turned it off with the same firm
hand as she turned it on. It doesn't even drip. I will allow, even, that
it was your suggestion that made her do it. Who cares how it happened? I
will allow anything. Yes, two roast apples, please, and I think we will
have toasted cheese. I had no lunch, you must remember."
"Oh, Thurso, I am so glad," she said. "And I so often wish I could take
some of it--no, not toasted cheese, you silly--for you."
"I don't think you would wish it so much when you had got it," he
remarked.
"Oh, I don't say I should like it. But I know I could bear lots of pain
if I knew that otherwise it would be somebody else's. The difficulty
would be if it was only your own. And, I tell you frankly, you bear it
most awfully well. You are cross with me because you know I don't
mind----"
"At breakfast, do you mean?" he asked. "I know I was. I am sorry, but I
was mad with it. You don't think I show it to other people, do you?"
"No, dear, only to me, or I shouldn't have mentioned it."
He looked at her a moment in silence, then he laughed, but grew grave
again before he spoke.
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