The House of Defence v. 1Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
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The House of Defence v. 1
Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
Christian Science -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Spiritual healing -- Fiction
Mr. Cochrane did not seem silly; in fact, she would have bet on the
verdict of an intelligent and impartial jury with regard to the point.
What if she asked him, when he came to dine to-morrow night, a few of
the questions onto which Alice had turned the squirt of irrelevant
texts? There would be no derision on her side now, for in this half-hour
of self-communing she had convinced herself that she wanted to know.
There was no such thing as illness--he had said that; he had
practically told Duncan that. What, then, if she made an appeal to
him--told him how many of these poor folk had died from typhoid, and
were suffering now, and asked him to stop it all? Yet that was too much
to ask; it seemed profane, as if she asked him to invest himself in the
insignia of Divinity. But might he not--for she could ask him now
without derision, without, so far as she could manage it, unbelief in
the huge power which Christian Scientists (healers, at any rate)
distinctly professed to wield--might he not relieve one sufferer, make
well one of those forty who would be lying sick in the house to-morrow?
But then there occurred to her the parrot-like answer of Alice Yardly
when she had asked her the same question. It was parrot-like, it was
glib and without conviction and sense of the true meaning of the words,
when she said it was wrong to make a "cure" for a sign. Lots of texts
from the Gospels, of course, came up as reinforcements. But how
hopelessly she misunderstood! Maud did not want a sign: she wanted that
suffering should be relieved. It was not human to withhold that power
merely because she would be interested in seeing it manifested. It was
inhuman to withhold it, if the possessor really believed it was his.
Besides, for what, except its exercise, had it been given?
* * * * *
But there was Thurso. It was better that he should not know that she
intended to ask Mr. Cochrane to do this, and, indeed, that he should not
know that she had asked it. There Alice Yardly's contention, again with
texts, seemed to her to be possibly true. It was reasonable, anyhow, to
suppose that unbelief might hamper the power of faith, just as dampness
hindered the functions of frictional electricity. But if Thurso was not
told, there would be none of this impeding counteraction. She herself
did not disbelieve, and honestly she wanted to believe. She derided no
longer: she was at the bar of conscience able to say that she had an
open mind on the subject. She believed in the miraculous cures of
ancient days; there was no known reason why modern days should not
witness them again.
Yet why had her mind changed? Why had the derision vanished? Again she
was truthful with herself, and acknowledged that it was probably owing
to Mr. Cochrane's personality. He seemed wise and gentle and
self-reliant because he relied on an Infinite Power. He himself entirely
trusted in that Power, and it was exactly that which made Maud trust
him.
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