The House of Defence v. 1Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
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The House of Defence v. 1
Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
Christian Science -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Spiritual healing -- Fiction
Breeding, and what is implied by that much-abused word, includes courage
of a quiet but rather heroic kind, since it has no stirring aids to help
it, no moral trumpets and drums to stimulate it to its shining deeds.
Yet it demands a greater command of self, a greater obedience to the
courtesies of life, to be courageous in hum-drum and unexciting
circumstances than in those to which romance and adventure are
auxiliary; and certainly to-night Thurso's perfectly natural and even
gravely convivial manner towards his guest and his sister, while he
himself was suffering pain of the most excruciating kind, was courage
that in its small and difficult sphere deserved some sort of domestic
Victoria Cross. Though most people have more manliness than they
themselves or anybody else would have credited them with when pain has
got to be borne, or a heart-rending situation faced, yet to have the
ready smile, the attentive ear, the genial manner, under such
circumstances is a fine exhibition of the courage of good breeding. More
than this, too, Thurso had faced before dinner, when the little bottle
on his dressing-table reminded him that pain need not be borne a moment
longer than he chose.
But all through dinner Thurso achieved the outward signs of inward
well-being, and it was through no remissness or failure on his part, but
by instinct born of intimate knowledge on Maud's, that she knew he was
going through hells of physical torture. Sometimes he just bit his lip
or suddenly stroked his long moustache; sometimes in the middle of a
sentence he would make a pause that was scarcely noticeable, as if he
but considered for a word; sometimes he gripped knife and fork so that
the skin over his knuckles showed white; but that was all. He talked
quite easily and naturally, made reference to Maud's poaching
expedition, and its satisfactory results as far as dinner was concerned,
for the salmon was excellent, and went on to speak of the epidemic which
had brought them both up North.
"But at last it shows some sign of abating," he said, "though we are
still ignorant of the source of it. In fact, there has been no fresh
case either to-day or yesterday."
Maud looked up at Mr. Cochrane, wishing rather intently that he would
preach his gospel. She felt that it might do Thurso good, or, at any
rate, take his mind off the pain that flickered round him like a shower
of daggers. But the gospel was veiled, at any rate.
"I think it is so good of you to bring the cases up here," he said.
"Lady Maud told me yesterday that you were doing so. I am sure it must
help towards recovery to remove people from surroundings which they
associate with illness to fresh, bright places."
He paused a moment.
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