The House of Defence v. 2Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
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The House of Defence v. 2
Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
Christian Science -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Spiritual healing -- Fiction
"Ah, one moment, please," he said. "I want to have two words with you
about yourself. My dear lady, you are not well: you are very much
overwrought. You have had, you know, a terrible and trying time, and if
you had finished with it, I should tell you to go to bed for a week. But
you can't do that. Now, it has told on you more than you guess. Do not
give yourself more tasks than you need; for instance, are you not
over-taxing yourself unnecessarily here?"
He pointed to the crowded writing-table and the pile of answered
letters, which she had been working at when he came in.
"You mean I had better sit down and think over all this terrible
tragedy," she said, her voice beginning to break a little, "rather than
find relief and rest in employment?"
"No; I do not actually say that you must not answer your letters,
especially if you find it more bearable to work than to do nothing, but
I strongly advise you to rest yourself as much as you can, and to avoid
anything agitating beyond that which you must bear. There is plenty
that, as your husband's wife, you have got to bear. But if there are
other things that worry you, I entreat you to shut the door in their
faces. Exercise your will-power over that, and make it strong by
resistance. Save yourself from anything harassing or troubling. I speak,
of course, quite at random, but I feel sure that there are other things
which are trying you most acutely."
Then, without warning, the breaking-point came for her. All these months
of ceaseless anxiety about Thurso had been a greater drain on her nerve
force than she had known, and of set purpose she had not abated one jot
of the numerous activities of her life, and had not allowed herself to
consider how tired and drained she was. And simultaneously with that had
come this storm and tempest into the secret life of her soul.
She gave a sudden shriek of laughter that did not sound like mirth.
"Oh, you conjurers!" she cried. "You doctors are like X rays! They see
right into one's inside. Good heavens! I should think I had enough to
try me, and you don't guess the half. If it was only Thurso it would be
quite a holiday. Oh, how very funny----"
Sir James got up quickly, placed himself directly in front of her, and
clapped his hands violently close to her face.
"Now, none of that!" he cried. "I haven't come here to listen to
hysterical ravings. Make an effort; pull yourself together. I'm ashamed
of you."
Catherine checked suddenly in the middle of her sentence; two or three
tears, the precursors of the hysterical storm that had been on the point
of bursting forth, had found their way onto her cheeks, and she wiped
them off. The attack was arrested as suddenly as it had begun, and she
stood silent a moment, still hearing the reverberation of his clapped
hands.
"Yes, quite right," she said. "Thank you very much."
Sir James waited till he felt certain of her. Then he took up one of her
hands and kissed it.
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