The House of Defence v. 2Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
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The House of Defence v. 2
Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
Christian Science -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Spiritual healing -- Fiction
"Ah! but it is not going to be 'poor Maud!'" she said. "You are going to
get the poison out of your soul and body. Oh, Thurso, there are going to
be many happy days yet."
Once again the genial thrill of convalescence, that inflowing tide of
strength and recovery, broke like a ripple a little further up the long
dry beach, and once again desire stirred within him. But by an effort he
detached himself from that, and turned his mind to her and to his own
rescue.
"And do you really believe I _can_ be cured?" he said. "Is an appalling
young person to come and sit by me and sing doggerel hymns? I read
something of the sort in a book I found at home the other day. It was
yours, I suppose, or Alice's?"
"Alice's, I expect," said she. "No; we shall have no appalling young
person sitting by you. You know the healer I want you to go to, and you
like him."
Thurso frowned. He seemed to be able to remember nothing. His memory, he
felt, was there, but all that it contained was locked up, and he could
not find the key.
"That--that fellow in Scotland?" he asked.
Then for a moment he got a glimpse, a flash, vivid but brief, connected
with him.
"I met him in the village street one day," he said, "in Achnaleesh, and
he made me feel better. I had an awful headache at the time. I say, that
is something gained, you know, because I never have headaches now. What
was his name, by the way?"
"Mr. Cochrane," said the girl.
"Of course, yes. And he dined one night, and played hokey-pokey among
the typhoid patients. So he and I are going to sing hymns, are we?"
But Maud did not smile now. Thurso was himself in a way that he had not
been for weeks. There might only be a minute or two of this, for his
mood changed so quickly: it was as if he was not strong enough to remain
steady in one attitude for more than a few seconds. And since any moment
might see him back again in the hells of despair and hate, she wanted to
make the most of this first forward outlook which he had shown. The
creeper--his will--was in her hand for a second. She must make some
beginning at training it up.
"Ah, Thurso, that is right," she said; "look forward, and make an effort
to realise where you stand to-day. Sir James says he is helpless; he
says you have no will left which he can touch or strengthen. That may be
so medically, but I am sure it is there still, and you are going to get
God--not any mortal physician--to lay His hand on you. Try to believe,
if only for a moment, that all power is His, and that He is all love,
all health, all life; that evil and illness and everything of that kind
cannot exist in His presence. Don't hang back; don't reserve any part
of yourself, for you can help or hinder your cure. We have been
hindering it, so I believe, by trusting to the power of man to cure you,
because we have kept on wondering if man can cure you. But about God
there is no doubt whatever. It is quite beyond question."
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