Lady Anne, with her usual sympathetic insight, had made no effort
to dissuade her, reluctant though she had been to part with her. For
herself, the fact that Nesta was alive had come upon her in the light of
an almost overwhelming blow. She had never liked the girl, whereas
she had grown to look upon Jean as a beloved daughter, and no one had
rejoiced more sincerely than his mother when Blaise had confided to her
the news of his engagement. At last she would see that grey page in his
life turned down for ever and the beginning of a newer, fairer page,
illuminated with happiness! And instead, like a tide that has receded
far out and then rushes in again with redoubled energy, the whole
misery and sorrow of the past had returned upon him, a thousand times
accentuated by reason of his love for Jean.
It was with a heavy heart, therefore, that Lady Anne, together with
Nick, quitted Staple and established herself for the second time at the
Dower House, retiring thither in favour of Nesta who was now installed
once more at the Manor. And the thought of how gladly she would have
effected the same change, had it been Jean whom Blaise was bringing home
as his bride, added but a keener pang to her sorrow.
She watched with anxious eyes the progress of events at Staple. At the
commencement of the new régime Nesta had appeared genuinely repentant
and ashamed of her conduct in the past, and there was something
disarming in the little, half-apologetic air with which she had at first
reassumed her position of châtelaine of Staple, deferring eagerly to
Blaise on every point and trying her utmost to please him and conform
to his wishes. It held something of the appeal of a forgiven child who
tries to atone for former naughtiness by an almost alarming access of
virtue.
She accepted with meek docility Blaise’s decision regarding the purely
formal relations upon which their married life was henceforth to be
based, apparently humbly thankful to be reinstated as his wife on any
terms whatsoever that he chose to dictate..
“I know I have been bad--_bad_,” she declared, “to run away and leave
you like that. I can’t”--forlornly--“hope for you to love me again----”
And Tormarin had replied with unmistakable decision:
“No, you can’t hope for that. And I’m glad you understand and recognise
the fact. Still, we can try to be good friends, Nesta, at least.”
But this tranquil state of things only lasted for a comparatively short
time. Very soon, as the novelty and satisfaction of her reinstatement
began to wear off, Nesta became more self-assured and, apparently,
considerably less frequently visited by spasms of repentance and
remorse.
Her butterfly nature could retain no very deep impression for any
length of time, and gradually the characteristics of the old Nesta--the
pettish, self-willed, pleasure-loving woman of former times--began to
reassert themselves.
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