Blaise tried hard to exercise forbearance with her and to treat her, at
least with justice and with a certain meed of kindliness. But she did
not second his efforts. Instead, she became more exigeant and difficult
as time passed on.
She was no longer satisfied by the fact that she was once more installed
as the mistress of Staple. She demanded a husband who would surround her
with all the little observances that only love itself can dictate, whom
she could alternately scold and cajole as the fancy took her, but who
would always come back to her, after a tiff, ready anew to play the
adoring lover.
She found Blaise’s cool, measured, elder-brotherly kindness unendurable,
and she exhausted herself beating continually against the rock of his
determination, without producing any effect other than to make his
manner even more austere, less friendly than it had been before.
Then when she recognised her total inability to move him to any sort of
responsive emotion, and that her beauty--which was undeniable--made no
more impression upon him than if he had been blind, she resorted to the
old, painfully, familiar weapons of tears and fits of temper, in the
course of which she would upbraid him bitterly, pouring forth streams
of reproaches which more often than not culminated in an attack of
hysterics.
All of which Blaise bore with a curious, stoical self-control. It seemed
as though the Tormarin temper had been exorcised, as if that fierce
storm of anger provoked by Madame de Varigny’s taunts, and which had so
nearly resulted in a tragedy, had shocked Blaise into realisation of
the terrible latent possibilities of the family failing and the absolute
necessity for an iron self-government.
For weeks he supported Nesta’s petty gibes and ebullitions of temper
with illimitable patience, and it was only when, trading on his
unaccustomed forbearance, she ventured too far, that she was brought
very suddenly to understand that there was a limit beyond which she
might not go.
“I know why you no longer love me,” she told him at last, on an occasion
when she had been vainly endeavouring, by every feminine blandishment
and wile of which she was mistress, to evoke from him some sign of an
awakening _tendresse_. “I know!”
She nodded her dark head significantly, while pin-points of jealous
anger flickered in her long, narrow eyes, black as midnight.
“Then, if you know,” replied Tormarin patiently, “it is surely most
foolish of you to keep asking why I do not. Why can’t you content
yourself with things as they are, Nesta? We can only try to make the
best of a bad job. You don’t help me much in the matter.”
“I don’t want to help you,” she retorted viciously. “I want you to love
me. And you won’t, because of that washed-out-looking, carroty-haired
woman who is living with Lady Latimer. And she’s in love with
you, too!... No! I _won’t_ be quiet! Oh!”--her voice rising
hysterically--“you think I don’t notice things, but I do. I do, I tell
you!”
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