“Yes. It broke him up badly. Always, I think, he is brooding over
the past. It colours his entire outlook on things. You see, he blamed
himself--his ungovernable temper--for the whole tragedy.... If only he
had been gentler with her, not terrified her into running away!... After
all, she was a mere child--barely seventeen. But she was a heartless,
conscienceless minx, nevertheless.... And Margherita Valdi did not let
him down lightly. She wrote him a terrible letter, accusing him of her
sister’s death. I opened it--he was abroad at the time--but, of course,
he had to see it ultimately. Tied up in a little separate packet was
Nesta’s wedding-ring, together with a newspaper report of the affair,
and, to add a last stab of horror, she had folded the newspaper clipping
and thrust it through the wedding-ring, labelling the packet ‘Cause and
effect.’ It was a brutal thing to do.”
They were both silent for a space, Jean painfully envisaging the tragedy
that lay behind that stern, habitual gravity of Tormarin’s, Lady Anne
asking herself tremulously if she had been wise--if she had been wise
in her disclosure? She wanted her son’s happiness so immeasurably!
She believed she knew wherein it might lie, and she had raked over the
burning embers of the past that she might help to give it him.
She knew that he himself was very unlikely to confide in Jean the story
of his unhappy marriage, or that if he ever did so, it would be but to
shoulder all the blame himself, exonerating Nesta entirely. Nor, unless
Jean understood the fiery furnace through which he had passed--that
ordeal of impetuous, mistaken love, of disillusion, and, finally, of the
most bitter self-reproach--could she possibly interpret aright Blaise’s
strange, churlish moods, his insistent efforts to stand always on one
side, as though he were entitled to make no further claim on life, and,
above all, the bitter quality which permeated his whole outlook.
All these things had been in Lady Anne’s mind when she had decided to
enlighten Jean. She had seen, just as Judith had seen, whither Blaise
was tending, fight against it as he might, and she was determined to
remove from his path whatever of stumbling-block and hindrance she
could. And, in this instance, she felt instinctively that Jean’s own
attitude might constitute the greatest danger. Any woman, as sincere
and positive as she, might easily be driven in upon herself, shrinkingly
misunderstanding Blaise’s deliberate aloofness, and thus unconsciously
assist in strengthening that barrier against love which he was striving
to hold in place between them--and which Lady Anne so yearned to see
thrown down.
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