It was to this end that she had reopened the shadowed pages of the
past--so that no foolish obstacle, born of sheer misunderstanding, might
imperil her son’s hope of happiness if the time should ever come--as she
prayed it would come--when he would free himself from the shackles of a
tragic memory and turn his face towards the light of a new dawn.
CHAPTER XVI--THE GIFT OF LOVE
THERE are some people to whom love comes in a single blinding flash; it
is as though the heavens were opened and the vision and the glory theirs
in a sudden, transcendant revelation. To others it comes gradually,
their hearts opening diffidently to its warmth and light as a closed
bud unfolds its petals, almost imperceptibly, to the sun.
With Jean, its coming partook in a measure of both of these. Love itself
did not come to her suddenly. It had been secretly growing and deepening
within her for months. But the recognition of it came upon her with an
overwhelming suddenness.
Lady Anne, in recalling that bleak tragedy of the past, had accomplished
more than she knew. She had shown Jean her own heart.
From those fierce, unexpected pangs of jealousy which had stabbed her
as she realised the part played by another woman in Blaise’s life--the
woman who had been his wife--had sprung the knowledge that she loved
him. Only love could explain the instant, clamorous rebellion of her
whole being against that other woman’s claim. And now, looking back
upon the months which she had spent at Staple, she comprehended that the
veiled figure of Love, face shrouded, had walked beside her all the
way. That was why these even, uneventful weeks at Staple had seemed so
wonderful!
The recognition of the great thing that had come into her life left her
a little breathless and shaken. But she did not seek to evade or deny
it. The absolute candour of her mind--candid even to itself--accepted
the truth quite simply and frankly. No false shame that she had, as far
as actual fact went, given her love unasked, tempted her to disguise
from herself the reality of what had happened. For good or ill, whether
Blaise returned her love or no, it was his.
But in her inmost heart she believed that he, too,
cared--half-fearfully, half-joyfully recognising the pent-up force which
surged behind the bars of his deliberate aloofness.
True, he had never definitely spoken of his love in so many words, hut
Lady Anne had supplied the key to his silence. The past still bound him!
Alive, Nesta had held him by her beauty; and dead, she still held him
with the cords of remorse and unavailing self-reproach--cords which can
bind almost as closely as the strands of love.
But for that----
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