American fiction -- 20th century; Georgia -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction
This was the beginning of that affair. Helen remembered the day well. A
woman never forgets the sky and the weather of the day upon which love
called her forth to the vicissitudes of love. But as things turned out,
I doubt if she would mention that day now, as other women do when the
bloom of their years has past. But at the best a courtship is strangely
ephemeral, if you consider the consequences. It is like fugitive verses
published to-day, gone to-morrow, like the fragrance of flowers blown
upon a wind that passes and never returns. So much of it cannot be made
into words; a glance of the eye, quick as light, revealing all; but
who can translate the look or the long silences between lovers? Nature
knows her business. The whole world, the heavens and the earth and
the fullness thereof is an incantation made to ensnare lovers to her
purpose. And not a word grows anywhere to betray this charm. You may be
strong or weak, wise or simple, cynical, disillusioned, protected with
all the knowledge of men, but there is no escape. Nature gets you at
last; on honor or dishonor you must pay your debt to her in love. When
you are done, nothing remains but your dust, a handful of something
with which to fertilize love again--a little retail economy Nature
makes in her procreating plans.
The next day after this first day was a Sabbath. I do not believe in
predestination, doctrinally speaking. The meaning of that term, I
should say, was strictly human, and is derived from our short-winded
conception of time, which does not exist either, except in the mortal
sense. But by some prearranged prudence of Providence, by which all
things come to pass whether we will or no, including the most intimate
and personal things, the Cutters attended the same church that the
remaining mother and daughter of the Adams family attended. It was
a very good little church, glistening white within, shining white
without, like an enameled bathtub with a roof and a steeple. I will not
be sure, but my impression is that the denomination was Baptist. In any
case, Helen Adams belonged to the choir.
On this Sunday morning she sang a solo, Jerusalem the Golden. She had a
fresh young voice, roomy and soft at the bottom, triumphantly high and
keen at the top. She wore white as usual and little fluttering skylines
of blue tied in a bow as usual. When she stood up to sing she lifted
her eyes as if these eyes and this face were the words of a young
morning prayer; she let go her beautifully crimped upper lip, opened
her mouth as if this mouth were a rose bursting into bloom--and sang.
I do not know if she sang well, having no skill in these matters; but
it is certain that she looked like an angel. What I mean is that if you
had no visual acquaintance with angels, you would have known at once
that this was the very image of the way an angel should look.
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