American fiction -- 20th century; Georgia -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction
This day was a criterion of all her days. She was very busy. She
expected to find time for her music, and to read a little. She must
keep up with what was going on for George’s sake, so that she would
be an intelligent companion for him. But she never found time;
besides, George cared less than she had supposed for music, and he
was strangely indifferent to intelligent conversation, seeing what an
intelligent man he was.
Sometimes she returned a few calls, merely from a sense of duty. She
was never lonely. Sometimes her mother came to lunch and spent the
afternoon. On Sundays they went to church and had dinner with George’s
father and mother. As the months passed, Mrs. Cutter frequently asked
her how she “felt.” She always felt well and told her so. She did not
notice that Mrs. Cutter took little pleasure in her abounding health.
The spring and summer passed. She was very busy in her garden among the
flowers.
One day Mrs. Adams warned her against taking so much violent exercise.
“But why?” Helen asked, standing up with a trowel in her hand,
radiantly flushed.
Mrs. Adams said nothing. She merely measured her daughter this way and
that with a sort of tape-line gaze.
“I like working out here, and I am perfectly well,” Helen insisted.
“A married woman never knows when she is perfectly well. It is your
duty to be careful,” was the reply.
Helen flushed and remained silent. She felt that her mother was
staring at her inquisitively through this silence as she had sometimes
seen her peep through the drawn curtains before a window to satisfy her
curiosity or her anxiety.
When at last Mrs. Adams took her departure, Helen went in, closed the
door of her room and sat down on the side of her bed.
I do not know how it is with men, but there are thoughts a woman
cannot think if the door is open, even if there is not another soul
in the house. Helen was now engaged in this sort of secret-prayer
contemplation of herself, a slim, pretty figure, sitting with her knees
crossed, hands folded, lips parted, eyes fixed in a long blue gaze upon
the clean white walls of this room.
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