Muslims -- Turkey -- Fiction; Turkey -- History -- Abdul Mejid, 1839-1861 -- Fiction
“O Allah, pardon! Grant to thy servant faith on the pattern of El Khalìl,
who in this place offered his dearest freely unto thee. Am I not the very
opposite of Neby Ibrahìm El Khalìl? When all reasonable means failed
to restore my child, and prayer had been made in vain, Thy Will was
manifest to me. Yet I presumed to seek other aid, I sought to procure
her health by man’s exertion. I followed the contrivance of my own mind.
Am I not impious, therefore? Am I not abominable? What am I that Thou
shouldst hear me, or my deeds upon the earth to make a claim upon Thee?
Nevertheless, Thou deignest to give ear to the prayers of men, and hast
ordained prayer unto us as an offering pleasing in Thy sight. Hear me, O
Lord, in this my extremity! Oh, have mercy on my daughter, the innocent;
and smite me rather, for I am sinful! And whatever Thy Will concerning
her, teach me to resign myself to it utterly. Subdue my mind and my soul,
and lead me in the way of the upright.”
He rose at length from off the pavement, and went and sat crosslegged,
his back against the wall. Tears blinded him. The footsteps of Shibli and
Zeyd echoed in the vast dome, and their whispering made a hollow murmur.
But Shems-ud-dìn heard nothing save the clamor of his inward strife.
All at once a voice near his ear said, “Why weepest thou, O my brother?”
With a start, as one awakes out of sleep, he looked and beheld one in
flowing raiment standing before him, a very old man who leaned upon a
staff. His face was deeply furrowed where the white hair grew not, and
his lips were shriveled and sucked inward as when the gums beneath have
shrunken, being toothless. Shems-ud-dìn sat amazed by the apparition, for
he had not heard the old man’s steps approaching nor the tap of his staff
along the stones. He saw the forms of Zeyd and Shibli afar off, standing
watching as men smitten with dismay.
“What ails thee, O my brother? Wherefore weepest thou? I cannot discern
thy likeness, for my eyes grow dim; but I see thy beard white as my own,
and I hear thy sobs. What dire distress is thine, an old man inured to
human griefs, that thou so lamentest?”
“A long story, O my brother.”
“A long story is the best of stories, and I like it none the worse for
promising to be sad. At my age one is impatient only of abruptness, the
inconsequence of the merry and light-minded. Lend me the help of thy
hand, O my brother, that I may compose my limbs to sit beside thee.”
Shems-ud-dìn reached forth his hand and the old man grasped it, steadying
himself therewith while he tucked his staff beneath his left elbow. He
was about to subside upon the bare stones, when Zeyd ebn Abbâs darted
forward and spread his ragged cloak upon the ground beneath him. The old
man smiled vaguely, exposing his toothless gums.
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