New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Single women -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
On and on it flowed, a current of meaningless sound, on which,
startlingly enough, a familiar name now and then floated to the
surface. It was the strangest part of Lily’s strange experience,
the hearing of these names, the seeing the fragmentary and
distorted image of the world she had lived in reflected in the
mirror of the working-girls’ minds. She had never before suspected
the mixture of insatiable curiosity and contemptuous freedom with
which she and her kind were discussed in this underworld of toilers
who lived on their vanity and self-indulgence. Every girl in Mme.
Regina’s work-room knew to whom the headgear in her hands was
destined, and had her opinion of its future wearer, and a definite
knowledge of the latter’s place in the social system. That Lily
was a star fallen from that sky did not, after the first stir of
curiosity had subsided, materially add to their interest in her.
She had fallen, she had “gone under,” and true to the ideal of
their race, they were awed only by success—by the gross tangible
image of material achievement. The consciousness of her different
point of view merely kept them at a little distance from her, as
though she were a foreigner with whom it was an effort to talk.
“Miss Bart, if you can’t sew those spangles on more regular I guess
you’d better give the hat to Miss Kilroy.”
Lily looked down ruefully at her handiwork. The forewoman was
right: the sewing on of the spangles was inexcusably bad. What
made her so much more clumsy than usual? Was it a growing distaste
for her task, or actual physical disability? She felt tired and
confused: it was an effort to put her thoughts together. She rose
and handed the hat to Miss Kilroy, who took it with a suppressed
smile.
“I’m sorry; I’m afraid I am not well,” she said to the forewoman.
Miss Haines offered no comment. From the first she had augured ill
of Mme. Regina’s consenting to include a fashionable apprentice
among her workers. In that temple of art no raw beginners were
wanted, and Miss Haines would have been more than human had she not
taken a certain pleasure in seeing her forebodings confirmed.
“You’d better go back to binding edges,” she said drily. Lily
slipped out last among the band of liberated work-women. She
did not care to be mingled in their noisy dispersal: once in
the street, she always felt an irresistible return to her old
standpoint, an instinctive shrinking from all that was unpolished
and promiscuous. In the days—how distant they now seemed!—when she
had visited the Girls’ Club with Gerty Farish, she had felt an
enlightened interest in the working-classes; but that was because
she looked down on them from above, from the happy altitude of her
grace and her beneficence. Now that she was on a level with them,
the point of view was less interesting.
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